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Tao is the way
The 14th of June 2013
Hello everybody!
I am not going to be writing any more on this webpage. However if you still want to follow me you can find me on You Tube!
Do you need an advise in LOVE?
I am now calling myself Maylenah and The Encoding Shamanic Peacemaker.
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Lot's of love
Maylenah (Marie Louise) 😘
https://www.encodingshamanicpeacemaker.com/
25th of June 2012
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http://www.mariesflowoflife.dk/33538741
28th of June 2012
New Science Page
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12th of April 2012
Right infront of me
After 3 liberation treatments I
have had to accept that my veins tend to collaps a while after the
procedure.
Unfortunately all of my travels
and expensive procedures have no effect anymore. I must say that I
TRULY believe in the Libaration Treatment!! I just wish they would
find a good and long lasting way to make the veins stay open. The
stents are not for me, since I don't want to put a foreign object
inside my body especially when the stents are most likely to clotter
in the low flow area of the neck.
So physically, just 1 month ago,
I was back to square one! That was when I stumbled on Terry Wahls
diet!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lU4NBMuzgmM
Since March 2012 I have been on
this diet and the results are starting to astound me!
Read more about my journey with
the diet by clicking the tabs on the left side of this page:-)
Todays
words of wisdom:
The world is now revealing so
many things that seemed unbelievable to us in the past. Now that we
have arrived, these things seem so easy and we cannot believe that we
did'nt see them before.
Metatron
as channelled by Marie Louise Mygdal
28th of March 2012
Is letting go -giving up?
Since I have been diagnosed with MS I have been struggeling with the difference between letting go and giving up.
You see I think that is important for any human being to let go -especially in these times. So everybody is always telling us to LET GO!
But how do I LET GO without abandoning my sense of responsability to maintaining my own body? I have felt that if or when I started to let go (become more relaxed), I instantly felt like I was giving up on myself and my physical condition. The warrior inside was struggling with my new found softness!
However yesterday I finally GOT IT!!
"The will" I have inside is good. The will is a normal human attribute and I should not try to put it away. Instead I can use it for good. With my will I can choose to LET GO. I can let go of old negative ways, anger, worrying thoughts, drama and so on. That means that letting go is not the same thing as giving up. It is a choice to let my will be an active part of me, and I choose to be healthy!
Without the will there is no disease -but without the will there is no cure either:-)
So todays affirmation is:
As I stand in the middle of my will flame, I can use it to LET GO of worry and old ways that no longer serve me. With my will I can choose to be healthy and joyful in every aspect of my being.
By ML
The 13th of February 2012
Ny hjemmeside!!
For første gang åbner jeg HELT op for hvad jeg tror på!
Jeg har fået endnu en hjemmeside:
Her skriver jeg om mit hjertebarn, som er den nye tids børn. Alle forældre, til både store og små børn, kan her læse mine tanker omkring de nye tendenser, vi ser i blandt børn og unge. Mit udgangspunkt er som altid spirituelt og kanaliseret i kærlighed til disse vidunderlige engle af den nye verden:-)
Enjoy!
Marie Louise
17th of January 2012
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The 12th of January 2012
How AM I?
Many of you have been asking me how I'm doing physically.
This past year I have been trying NOT to make lists of my physical issues, to keep myself from THINKING of HEALTH in a negative way. So you might miss my old form of writing all the details of my bodys reactions;-) but this has been deliberate on my part.
And I will not do so now for the sake of protecting my process. I AM still completely convinced that I AM A HEALTHY GIRL.
At the moment I am not sure wether my veins are open or blocked, but I AM sure that my entire system is more balanced. That means that my BODY, MIND AND SOUL is coming into a more peaceful state.
Every day I TALK TO MY CELLS. I do it out loud, in my head, with my feelings or visualisations. I always speak as if, the thing I ask for, has already happened. You see there is a big difference in saying I AM instead of "I want" or "I wish".
For instance I will say: "Dear cell structure. I THANK every cell in my system for now understanding that the unbalance is GONE. I AM now living the life of my dreams in a healthy body because this is my time. I AM participating in LIFE and I AM able to do ANYTHING I feel like, at every moment of the day. Today and every day."
It might seem funny to you but I actually hear my own healing meditation album EVERY night before sleeping. That has been very helpfull for me:-)
At the moment I AM recalibrating. That means that my body is adjusting to the new energies that are happening on earth. Recalibration can be felt like having a cold. It is the body recalibrating the immune system to make it more stabil. I am integrating the wisdom of the divine femminine witch is a big change to the masculine energine that was a BIG part of me in the past. The maskuline energy made me a hard and stiff human being. It did not fit well with my internal goodness and killed my selfestime. The feminine energy is now moving to the northern hemisphere and THIS makes it easier to become softer. And that is what we need -to become softer towards other people and towards ourselves.
So that is were my focus is: To get out of the fight for survival, let go and stop trying so much. That makes me a softer, more happy and loving person.
Instead I follow my impulses and use my intuition for advise.
I trust that my intuition will lead me to the places I need to go and get me in touch with the people I should to talk to concerning my health.
Please say hello in my guestbook or give me a "like". I would love to hear from you:-)
Stay on YOUR path dear friends:-)
LOVE
Marie Louise
The 11th of January 2012
WHAT ABOUT YOUR HEALTH?
What about your health? So many of you are asking for healing, and you repeat, "I am that I try." How about, "I am healed"? This is the visualization. This is what we tell you to do in your meditations--to project this energy on your track. "I am healed." We're not telling you to go out and do foolish things, for you must return to your 4D. What we're telling you is that you can change the 4D eventually, but just like any protocol in any learning--in any schooling--it's going to take time to learn. Slowly, this affirmation creates an energy of change in your cellular structure. It creates pure intent and compassion. Understand and realize that you can change your cellular structure! But I will tell you that there's no quicker fast-track to do that than, "I am healed." Own it. Imbue yourselves with that consciousness, and your cells, which are also enlightened, will follow your lead.
~ Kryon, Book Nine as channelled by Lee Carroll ~
The 7th of December 2011
Are you aware that the
creator is within you?
Every little thought you have, has a magnificent power! At this moment in time, it becomes more and more obvious. If you are able to think "that you are HEALTHY and STRONG, you just might become healthy and strong.
The only thing you need to do is get in touch with THE CREATOR INSIDE:
1. step: Your soul is alive because of the breath of God that keeps you living. That means that you already have a "God part" within you. It is latent, always present and it's longing for you to accept it's presence.
God in you wants you return to home! First step is to unfold GOD in you. You do that by accepting the god-part in you that wants to come out and play:-)
2. step: Will is a natural part of being human. It is an instinct, to have the will to co-create. A human being has a latent desire to create his or her own life. Find that WILL in you and use it to create the life you want.
3. step: Pure intent is an intent that leaves no doubt. You have to give an intent so pure that there is no question, that you will to create this, in your life. You really need to WANT the things you ask for and INTEND for them to happen!
4. step: Create the life you want. Make a strong decision to get healthy and ask GOD to help you. Most importantly: Expect it to happen!
Say fx.: "
Dear God. I am your divine co-creator. With the strongest will and purest intent, I now THANK YOU, for helping me come into the Godpart that I AM.
I ask for your complete love and healing when you LIFT me into my DIVINITY.
I ask you to RELIEVE that witch needs to be relieved and to ACTIVATE that witch needs to be activated.
I ask you to do this, for my highest potential!
I thank you for making It happen
RIGHT NOW,
100 proc. and on
ALL LEVELS!!!
Sit quietly and be filled with the reassurance that you WILL acquire a healthy body and soul:-)
EXPECT only good things in your life!
LOVE
Marie Louise:-)
The 21st of November 2011
Heal dig selv
-Energierne er gode for det lige nu!
Her er lidt info på dansk om den nye tids healing og de nye chakraer. Der er gode øvelser, som kan bruges til at opnå større kontakt til dig selv:
Friday the 10th of June 2011
It was Edison who said that great ideas originate in the muscles.
Great ideas originate in the muscles --if we move our bodies, it moves blood; it promotes circulation. This movement and increased flow occurs not just in our muscles but in our brain, from which great ideas originate.
If we will just move our bodies a little bit more than we're used to we can start a movement for good. Maybe we take three big stretches today, do a couple of sit-ups, or whatever it is that would move your body a little bit differently than you're used to doing.
Notice what happens to your thinking. It's okay today to have a great idea. Wouldn't that change your life or make a difference for good? I want to have some great ideas today. Join me in this. Let's move our muscles and generate some great ideas.
Let's Get Moving!
By Mary Morrissey
17th of May 2001
Den nye tids skole
I denne uge vil jeg gerne tale om noget der har står mit hjerte nært, og som jeg tænker meget på i øjeblikket.
Den måde vi behandler vores børn på, skaber fremtiden indenfor ALLE
samfundets områder. Hvis børn ikke vokser op med en god selvtillid,
en tryg baggrund og en sund krop, kommer samfundet til at betale for
det. Sådan er det i dag. Derfor må vi søge efter kernen til de
problemer vi ser, i dagens Danmark.
I min position som rådgiver oplever jeg, at mænd og kvinder i dag
ofte mangler selvtillid og evnen til at kende sig selv. Mange er
”trætte” af deres arbejde, og ser altid frem til at gå en
”bedre tid i møde”. Denne tabte forbindelse til sig selv,
indtræder allerede i barndommen, hvor livsmønsteret grundlægges.
Den almindelige dansker, bliver hurtigt skubbet ud i en samfundsnorm,
hvor der ikke er plads til individualitet. Vi bliver alle puttet i en
kasse, stærkt overvåget af andre, og passer vi ind, får vi ros.
Ligger vi derimod lidt udenfor de forventninger, der er til os, så
lærer vi hurtigt, at vi er ”anderledes”. Denne følelse bliver
hurtigt lig med ”ikke at være god nok”, og her starter det
mønster, som mange fører videre hele vejen igennem livet, hvis de
ikke er stærke nok til at bryde mønsteret.
Dette mønster skaber på længere sigt voksne mennesker der er
usikre på ”hvem de er”. Mange har svært ved at tro på sig
selv, og er angste for at træde frem med deres sande potentiale.
Dette giver usikkerhed i hverdagen, stress, depressioner, og kroppen
påvirkes af, at selvet hele tiden nedgøres af tankerne. På sigt
gør dette kroppen syg, og det er igen på samfundet regning.
Hvordan hjælper vi så vores børn med, at få det godt med sig
selv? Der er utrolig mange ting vi kan gøre for at styrke vores
børns selvtillid og glæde ved livet. Der er utallige styrkende
øvelser som kan lære børn at forstå sig selv og at elske sig
selv. Dette skal indføres helt fra starten af livet. Der skal være
den trygge oplevelse af, at være længe sammen med sine forældre
hver eneste dag. Derudover skal det enkelte barn ses som et individ,
og der skal være plads til ALLE slags børn. I bund og grund handler
det om at finde den ”ene” ting, som man elsker at beskæftige sig
med. Det skal være uddannelsessystemets førsteprioritet, at hjælpe
mennesker med, at elske det, de laver.
Dette kræver også en ændring i den måde de voksne ser på
børnene. Derfor skal voksne tage deres ansvar alvorligt og arbejde
på at forstå sig selv. Når de voksne har det god med ”den de
er”, og lever i nuets glæde, giver det børnene plads til at ”være
dem DE er”.
Ideén bag denne nye opstilling er
at give børn og unge:
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En god selvtillid
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Et godt sammenhold/medfølelse
for andre mennesker
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Muligheden for at finde sit
sande potentiale uden for mange blindgyder
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Forhindre psykiske og fysiske
sygdomme
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Muligheden for at få en
afslappet og sjov barndom
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Optimere even til at samarbejde
-
Muligheden for at lære og
huske det, de har lært.
Uddannelsen af pædagoger skal opdeles
efter Boström og Schmidts læringsstilsmodel, i visuelle, auditive,
taktile og kinæstetiske grupper. I disse grupper undervises der i
alle fag, samt i de andre gruppers læringsstile. Derudover skal
uddannelsen, ud over de almindelige fag, indeholde: Guidet
meditation, Indigobørn og ”Lær at give slip for voksne”. Der
skal være kurser i hvordan man taler til børn, med rummelighed og
respekt i stemmen, som kun kommer af en ægte respekt for den
enkelte, uanset hvordan han/hun opfører sig. Derfor skal lærerens
rummelighed også øves og udvikles. Pædagoguddannelsen skal først
og fremmest bygge på den grundlæggende årsag til, at man vælger
at blive lærer. Det er kærligheden til børn, og ønsket om at
”give noget godt videre” til de små sjæle, der skal ud i den
store verden. Læreren skal elske rammerne for sit arbejde, og føle
sig fri til at følge sin ”indre røst” i undervisningen, frem
for læringsplanerne, som ingen alligevel kan huske, når skolen er
forbi.
Det nye uddannelsessystem, kræver af
ALLE, at vi tør at vende det hele på hovedet. Vi skal væk fra
”systemparadigmet”, og holde op med at putte vores børn i
stramme kasser, men i stedet lade dem folde sig ud som de individer
DE ER. Den nye tids børnespiral, skal give plads til udvikling, som
accepterer livet, som en vej fyldt med lærdom, som både kan gå
frem og tilbage. Vi skal også droppe forventingen til at alle børn
skal lære alle fag. Mange af de fag, som er på skemaet skal ændres
til at blive valgfag, fra en tidlig alder. Børn er født med en
større viden om, hvad de brænder for at lave, end vi giver dem
kredit for. Det skjulte potentiale i hver barn, skal ikke dæmpes ned
ved, at man prøver, at lære barnet det hele, med i stedet bringes
frem ved, at man lader barnet vælge selv.
I dag er børns ”resultater” nummer
ét på listen over, hvad vi definerer som en god skole. Dette
paradigme skal skiftes ud, fra at være et RESULTATorienteret
skolesystem til at være en OMSORGSorienteret børnespiral, hvor børn
lærer at elske sig selv, og dermed, kan bidrage mere til samfundet.
Børnespiralen:
Babyer
0-1 år: Indtil barnet er 1 år gammelt har
moderen/faderen fuld barselsorlov.
Småbørn
1-3 år: Alle børn kommer i halvdags dagpleje/babystue
med max. 4 børn pr. voksen. Moderen/faderen har deltidsbarsel,
indtil barnet bliver 4 år. Det vil sige, at børn kun må komme i
institution/dagpleje i max 5 timer om dagen eller 3 dage om ugen. Der
vil være åbne lejestuer fordelt i kommunale og private lokaler, som
forældrene kan benytte sammen med børnene.
Børnehave
3-6 år: (både private og kommunale) Her opdeles børnene
i to grupper CIRKA 3-4,5 år og 4,5 -6 år. Børnene flytter gruppe
når ”de er klar”, og ikke defineret udfra alder. Max. 15 børn
på en stue, og max. 60 børn i hele børnehaven.
Børnehaveklasse
6-7 år: Her defineres bla. barnets indlæringsfrekvens
efter Boström og Smidts læringsstil.
http://www.svenderikschmidt.dk/svend-erik/laeringsstil/
Startskole
7-12 år:
Klasser
opdelt i grupper efter visuelle, taktile, auditive og kinæstetiske
børn. Gruppearbejde på tværs af klassetrin og spor. Max. 25 børn
i hvert klasse. Man har fag som læsning, skrivning, tal og
bogstaver, andre sprog, meditation, bevægelse, gør noget godt,
musik, natur, kunst, krop-sind-ånd, idéudvikling, min sunde krop,
verdensforståelse, økonomi og teknologi. Der vil også være
skiftende samarbejde med de andre spor. Ingen tests. Faget historie
bliver tilvalgsfag, sammen med religion, biologi og geografi. Ingen
heldagsskoler. Ingen lektier.
Slutskole:.12-16
år: klasser
opdelt i grupper efter visuelle, auditive og kinæstetiske børn.
Projektarbejde på tværs af klassetrin. Børnene deltager aktivt i
undervisningen ved at indgå i et samarbejde med læreren og
hinanden. Det vil sige, at børnene skiftes til at undervise hinanden
og arbejder i grupper. Der vil også være skiftende samarbejde med
de andre spor. Man har fag som sproglig grammatik, forfatter,
matematik, engelsk, meditation, bevægelse, gør noget godt, musik,
natur, kunst, krop-sind-ånd, idéudvikling (ingen grænser), min
sunde krop, verdensforståelse og teknologi. Ingen tests. Faget
historie bliver tilvalgsfag, sammen med religion, biologi, politik,
økonomi og andre sprog end engelsk (f.eks. spansk, fransk, tysk,
italiensk.) Ingen tests -kun opbyggende samtaler. Ingen
heldagsskoler. Ingen lektier.
Formålsuddannelserne:
Alle nuværende videregående
uddannelser omdøbes til ”formålsuddannelserne”.
Formålsuddannelserne tilbyder
videnskabelige, praktiske eller kreative uddannelser.
Førstudieårene
16- ca. 19 år:
Alle videreuddannelserne skal have et
førstudieår, hvor eleverne forberedes til de fag, som de skal have.
Der undervises i et alderspassende niveau og formålsuddannelsen
tilpasser de efterfølgende år til den viden der allerede er givet i
førstudieåret. Visuelle, taktile, auditive og kinæstetiske elever,
kan nu frit vælge at samarbejde med hinanden, efter selvvalgt
gruppearbejde. Hver elev kan max. tage 3 førstudieår (på 3
forskellige formålsuddannelser), før de beslutter sig til det
endelige studie.
Formålsuddannelsen:
19-ca. 25 år: Formålsuddannelserne
skal indeholde praktikplads/er (50/50). Ingen tests -kun opbyggende
samtaler. Projektopgaver laves i grupper. Lektien er praktikpladsen.
På dette tidspunkt skulle alle unge
være godt rustet til livet.
Dette er mit ønske for fremtidens
børn. Jeg ønsker at vi alle skal begynde at se livet som en leg i
stedet for at se ”et samfund der er i økonomisk krise, som behøver
at opdrætte ”de klogeste børn i verden!”. Vi må indse at det
ikke er så vigtig at børn kan mange fag, men endnu vigtigere at de
har det godt med at være ”dem de ER”, og at de VED hvem de er.
Jeg ved, at der er bedre og sjovere måder at styrke børns
kreativitet, og så vil jeg love, at vi vil se nogle dygtige og
modige forskere i fremtidens Danmark!
Andre
samfundsmæssige ændringer og evt. følger af det nye skolesystem:
Fødevareindustrien:
Vi skal indføre ”rigtig mad” igen.
Dvs. ingen konservering, medicin, gift og tilsætningsstoffer tilladt
i alt solgt mad og drikkevarer. Al mad skal være økologisk mad.
Dette vil spare os mange penge i samfundet i forhold til jobs og
sundhedsvæsen.
Politik:
Partierne skal afskaffes og der skal indføres personvalg og
samarbejdspolitik. Tonen og den politiske opførsel skal lægges om
ved lovgivning efter de 10 idealer for fremtidens politik
https://www.mm.dk/10-idealer-for-politisk-kommunikation
Sundhedssystemet:
Sundhedssystemets
fremtidsmål er(ca. om en generation), at kunne bestå af 80%
alternativ behandling og 20% medicin/kirurgi. Der skal være
tværfagligt samarbejde imellem læger og behandlere.
Behandleruddannelsen skal bestå af alternative
behandlingsformer(akupunktur, zonetherapi, healing, homøopati,
massage, bevægelse, kost, magnetbehandling, rådgivning osv., med
medicin som et mindre fagområde. Gode patientberetninger skal bruges
grundigt i forskningen, og have lige så stor evidens som kliniske
forsøg. Alle hospitaler skal have meditationsrum med samling og
guidede meditationer.
Jobs:
”Job
til lyst / Lyst til job.”
Intet hierarki på arbejdspladserne. På sigt skal ”lederen”
afskaffes, og jobs skal bygges op omkring samarbejde. På denne måde
får alle tildelt en ”lige vigtig” plads i firmaet, og
kreativiteten kan blomstre udfra hver enkelt ansattes potentiale,
sammenlagt med gruppens fælles indsats. Der skal indføres
halvdagstolerance til halvdagsarbejdende fædre og mødre. Det vil
sige, at arbejdet skal grundigt tilrettelægges til personens tid,
lyst og evne. Arbejdspladsen skal prioritere familielivet og den
enkeltes potentiale højt.
Todays words of wisdom:
The childhood shows the man
As morning shows the day.
By John Milton, Paradise Regained
22th of March 2011
Looking for a cure for MS?
-Well, we all got it!
There is not much to be said about this -just give yourself the gift of listening to this Kryon channeling:
Kryon is a multidimensional energy who speaks through an american man called Lee Carroll. Lee Carroll was the first channel to talk about the new world energies, over 20 years ago, and has foreseen everything that is accuring in the world today.
Showering love from😀
Marie Louise
Todays words of wisdom:
"I am God"
8th of March 2011
Can you keep up with the flow of life?
Dear Friends:-)
Do you know the feeling, when you should actually be surrendering to lifes flow but instead your ego tries to take the control of every single situation? It's an inner struggle of letting go but doing just that makes you, feel so freaked out that you make yourself hard to a level of personal destruction. Thats how I have been feeling lately!
Most people call it stress, so thats what I will call it so you might understand what I'm talking about. I call it the lifting of our energies, so they will match the aera that we will be coming into at the end of this year and in the years to come (according to the Mayan Calender dec 21st 2012).
Let me ask you: Have you been noticing people around you having personal struggles over the past few years?
In the spiritual world there are many conclusions on this. I have not "joined" any of them in particular, but I do think that many of them might be on to something. I say this because I myself, as many other people, have been gifted with a sensitivety in this lifetime. Because of this I am able to feel these "new" vibrations very strongly and I am able to hear some of the messages from the spirit world about the change that is happening.
The message is very clear: Stay true to your heart! Every single moment you must only do what "feels right in your heart". That in itself is a huge challenge! It means saying NO much more often, to things that you actually "could do", if you just pull yourself together, but really don't "want" to do.
Saying No to people that are not close to you is not so hard, but saying No to people that you have a close personal bond with, can be really frightening! However, once you do it, you will instantly get a feeling of release and inner peace and you will be very proud of yourself for having had the courage.
Saying NO to material goods is also on the list of the new energy. My spiritual friend told me a story the other day: "There was once a man who went to see his guru about his future. He aksed the guru: "what will happen in my future life?" The Guru said: "you shall build a beautiful house with your own hands, and when it is finished, you shall tare it all down again."
This past month the universe brought me and my husband to think, that we would have to sell our house and move to a cheeper one. So we began to sort all of our "goods" and gave so many things to friends, or took them to recycling. In our minds we said goodbye to our beautiful house and found a new house in just one week! Mentally we moved our thoughts to the new house -visualizing that we were already living there!
Acceptance of flow is another big thing. Everybody is being coached into "setting goals for the future". The new rule is that there is no future -there is only NOW. The paste of life as we now it is simple going to fast. Daring to take thing slower is another challenge that we must all learn.
Living your lifes purpose -no matter what doubts you might have about it!
Its time to let go of doubt like, I don't have the right education, I don't have enough experience, I can't earn enough money, so many people are already doing it! The thing about a true purpose is that you will not need an education to do this, because you ARE this! When you start doing what makes your heart SING you will create so much energy around yourself in this purpose that things will come so fast and intense that you'll be amazed about your own gift:-)
In the new time there is no place for unresolved relationships, bad friendships, crappy finances, stupid jobs or hidden emotions. EVERYTHING has to come out into the open, so that we may all make the big change:-)
The change TO WHAT you might ask? Let me give you an exercise: sit quietly for just a minut with a smile on your face. Do it now:-)
When you do this exercise it is impossible not to feel the joy of God. In this moment you are instantly connected to the eternal source that is nature/God/the universe (it's all the same;-)). The feeling of happiness is directly bound to the LOVE that is the universe! This is how we should all be feeling when we learn to LET GO!
There is no other reality than the one of LOVE and LIGHT. Everything else is just shadow of the light, and soon the shadow will be no more.
Thankfully, today I learned that welcoming and reciving the higher vibrations, even though they make us feel almost psycotic, actually integrates the vibrations to our system and that is the key to inner peace. Lean back and let it happen!
With love from
Marie Louise
Todays words of wisdom:
"As your faith is strengthened you will find that there is no longer the need to have the sense of control, that things will flow as they will, and that you will flow with them, to your great delight and benefit."
By Emmanuel Teney
29th of January 2011
Healing Meditations for Multiple
Sclerosis
It's finally here! I have just laid my
last toutch on my new album:
Healing Meditations for Multiple
Sclerosis
http://www.digibutik.dk/DiGiDi-250.aspx?GroupID=GROUP397
Let me ask you a question: Do you
really believe that you will ever be healed from MS?
Please take some time to think about
this. Most people want to be healed, but cannot get the stigma
of the diagnosis out of their head. The doctor saying ”You have MS
and your symptoms are going to get worse as you get older.”
When I first had my diagnosis, of
course I was in chock, but a little voice inside my head kept saying
over and over: You are what you THINK and FEEL!” So I said to my
doctor: ”I hear what you are saying, but I really do believe that
thoughts can control the body.”
That's why I started specifically doing
meditations to create a bigger connection and understanding my own
body. What I discovered was that I had more power than I initialy
thought. My soul was not just the size of my body, but it was huge,
loving and powerful. When I went into my meditation space everything
was possible -including creating a better health for myself!
Now I am sharing these meditations with
all of you and I promise that if you do one or all of the mediations
every day for a minimum of 30 days, you will begin to feel more
impowered, more balanced, more in control of your body and this will
improve your health!
I hope you will take the time to try
this exercise!
Her you can download the album:
http://www.digibutik.dk/DiGiDi-250.aspx?GroupID=GROUP397
You can also join this facebook group
and tell me how it goes with your meditation practice:
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=group_188981697786873&ap=1
I wish you love, happiness and a better
health every day:-)
Love Marie Louise
Spiritual adviser, channeling healer
and expert in guided meditations.
Words of wisdom:
~"We meditate for various reasons. Peace of mind we all badly need. Therefore, when we meditate, either consciously or unconsciously we aim at peace of mind. Meditation give us peace of mind without a tranquilliser. And unlike a tranquilliser, the peace of mind that we get from meditation does not fade away. It lasts for good in some corner of the inmost recesses of our aspiring heart"
B
y Sri Chinmoy
29th of January 2011
Han, hun og haven -onsdag d. 2. februar kl.20.00
Jep, det er rigtigt -vi har fået en dejlig ny have🙂
Se snigpremieren her:
Sådan gik det til....
Tilbage i sommeren 2010 var jeg i fuld gang med at udbrede beskeden om CCSVI til de danske Sklerosepatienter. En dag faldt jeg tilfældigt over en annonce på TV2's program Han, hun og haven.
"Hov", tænkte jeg, måske var der en god mulighed for at få CCSVI i fjernsynet, og samtidig kunne jeg endelig gøre noget STORT, for at glæde min dejlige mand Søren:-) Søren var altid i gang og holdt sjældent pauser. "Han fortjener en dejlig ny have!", tænkte jeg.
Det tog mig ikke langt tid at forfatte en mail til TV2, om alle de op og nedture vi netop havde været igennem. Efter ca. 14 dage blev jeg kontaktet af dem, og de spurgte, om jeg ville lade dem komme forbi, for at caste mig, og tage et kig på haven.
En producer og en kameramand kom hjem til mig en dag. De ville høre hele historien og filme haven. Jeg fortalte om min sygdom, min optur med CCSVI-proceduren, og om min dejlige mands evige positive indsats. Så fik de oplysninger på Sørens nærmeste venner, familie og arbejdsrelationer. Inden de gik sagde produceren til mig, med et tvivlende blik: "Der er 30 der skal castes, og kun 7 vælges ud, så det er SLET ikke sikkert, at vi vælger jer, ok?" "Vi kontakter dig, hvis I bliver udvalgt."
Tiden gik, og de ringede ikke til mig. En dag ringede dog min svigermor, og sagde, at hun ville forære mig en massage fredagen efter.
"Jo, tak -det lyder da dejligt!" sagde jeg.
Fredagen efter var jeg klar til at tage ind til byen, for at få en dejlig omgang massage. I stedet ringede det på døren kl. 9 om morgenen. Da jeg åbnede fik jeg et kæmpe chok. Der stod værten fra programmet Han, hun og haven, Mikkel Herforth og et stort TV crew bag ham!
Han bad mig om, at vise ham haven, og spurgte hvad jeg godt kunne tænke mig at få lavet derude. Det fortalte jeg han så, og derefter sagde han: "Hvad siger du til, at vi laver haven i dag?" Jeg var stadig i chok, og havde faktisk ikke fattet, at det kunne lade sig gøre. "Kom lige med mig" sagde han og trak mig ud til havelågen.
Her så jeg at det kom væltende med lastbiler, gravkøer, kraner og gartnerbiler. Jeg var i CHOK! I løbet af 2 minutter var min have invaderet af mennesker, der skulle skabe en fantastisk ny have på bare én dag!
Så gik dagen med interviews omkring min diagnose, oplevelsen med CCSVI, gode tips til havearbejde og min mand Søren.
På et tidspunkt meddelte Søren pludseligt, at han var på vej hjem for at tage et bad:-( STRESS!!!
Så måtte jeg spille syg, og bede ham om at tage ud til sin mor og bliver der med børnene. Godt, at han købte den, for hans mor og jeg måtte hundse lidt med ham!
Kl.18.30 kom Søren hjem, og her blev det meget følsomt for mig. Alt det han havde gjort for mig, i alle disse år, uden på et eneste tidspunkt at tabe gejsten. Han havde altid bevaret roen og sit positive sind, når jeg var helt ude i tovene. Hvor ER jeg heldig!
Det var hele vejen igennem en HELT vidunderlig oplevelse, og vi er begge SUPER glade for vores nye have:-)
Se programmet på TV2 onsdag d. 2. februar kl. 20.
eller se snigpremieren på:
God fornøjelse;-)
Marie Louise
Words of Wisdom:
"Each day offers us the gift of being a special occasion if we can simply learn that as well as giving, it is blessed to receive with grace and a grateful heart."
By Sarah Van Breathnach
7th of Dec. 2010
New Possibility of Reversing Damage Caused by Multiple Sclerosis
Scots breakthrough in battle against MS
6 Dec 2010
Thousands of Scots with multiple sclerosis have been offered new hope by scientists, following a major breakthrough in the development of treatments that halt or reverse the condition.
Medical charities said the find was “astounding news” that would delight the 10,000 Scots with the degenerative illness, while experts from Edinburgh University hailed their discovery as the most important in the field in a decade.
Scotland has one of the highest rates of MS in the world – for reasons that are a mystery – and millions of pounds and many years have been spent trying to find a treatment. Now scientists from Edinburgh and Cambridge Universities say they have pinpointed stem-cell molecules that, when stimulated, work to repair nerve damage in the brain.
The participating scientists believe that revolutionary drugs to trigger the healing process are now less than a decade away.
The potential cure will be trialled on MS patients at the Edinburgh facility built with a £10 million donation from JK Rowling, the Harry Potter creator, whose mother died from MS aged 45.
In MS, the body’s immune system attacks the coverings that protect nerve fibres in the brain and spinal cord, causing sufferers to gradually lose control of their muscles. The majority of people who develop the condition are young, and may need decades of help to eat or bathe.
“It’s the most exciting discovery in how to promote repair that I’ve made in the 10 years I’ve been working in this field,” said Professor Charles ffrench-Constant, of Edinburgh University’s MS Society Centre. “It is a significant discovery.”
Speaking yesterday from Shanghai, Professor ffrench-Constant said he hoped that the first generation of drugs would be able to slow down and stop the effects of MS, which becomes progressively debilitating.
“Ultimately, one would like to reverse it, but that’s a much bigger challenge,” he added.
Having identified the target molecule that kick-starts the repair process during experiments on rodents, developing a drug that works on humans will be comparatively straightforward, he said.
“It’s a significant amount of work but it’s something that scientists do quite routinely and have done in many other fields on many other occasions.
“It normally takes at least 10 years to go from an identified target to a drug in the clinic.
“Obviously one hopes that with increasingly effective drug discovery programmes, things will move faster than that.
“In many patients with MS the repair process has failed, so one’s expectation is that even a moderate increase in the amount of repair could have real benefit,” Mr ffrench- Constant added.
“The centre in Edinburgh is delivering. It’s what we were set up to do.
“We have a responsibility to people with MS to discover things that ultimately will lead to cures for them.”
Simon Gillespie, chief executive of the MS Society, which funded the research, said the development was “astounding”.
“People with MS will be delighted,” he said. “This opens up the possibility of treatment for people with the progressive form of the illness. We are looking at something that begins to give people back capability that they would have lost. That is very encouraging.”
Gary Williams, 53, a social worker from Aberdeen who has had MS for 24 years, said he was thrilled by the discovery and would like to take part in future drug trials. He now walks with two sticks and is helped by his teenage son.
“I’ve seen a huge deterioration in my co-ordination, motor skills and memory,” he said.
“I’ve tried everything they’ve come up with. I’m looking at a future that’s very uncertain depending on how the illness goes.
“If I have a bit more hope that gives you the boost that gets you out of bed in the morning.
“It might be too late for me, but I don’t have a problem with helping if it helps people behind you.”
‘People diagnosed now are very likely to benefit’
THIS is groundbreaking stuff. There will be people now who have just been diagnosed who are very, very likely to benefit from this discovery.
It offers real hope to the 10,000 people who have MS in Scotland. It is the most common disabling neurological condition in young adults – the majority of sufferers are diagnosed in their 20s, 30s or 40s.
Your body essentially turns on itself. Your white blood cells recognise the myelin in your central nervous system as an enemy, and try to attack it. From diagnosis, on average someone will be out of paid employment within five years and will need permanent mobility assistance within fifteen years.
If someone is diagnosed with MS in their 20s they may still be going in their 80s, having had to have support for 50 or 60 years.
This is the first time that we’ve got the body’s own stem cells triggered so that they repair myelin themselves.
We hope to be able to translate that laboratory knowledge through into clinical trials and into therapies as quickly as possible. It’s a huge testament to the work of the research organisations at Edinburgh and Cambridge, and the co-operation between the MS Society and its counterpart in the United States.
The link can be found at:
http://www.heraldscotland.com/news/health/scots-breakthrough-in-battle-against-ms-1.1072608
The original article from the reseach team can be found at:
http://www.nature.com/neuro/journal/vaop/ncurrent /abs/nn.2702.html
More related links:
http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2010/12/ 101205202522.htmutm_source=feedburner&utm_ medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed3A+sciencedaily+%28ScienceDaily%3A+Latest+Science+News%29&utm_content=Google+Feedfetcher
http://www.thehindu.com/sci-tech/science/article935593.ece
http://www.guardian.co.uk/science/2010/dec/05/ms-activating-stem-cells-brain
http://esciencenews.com/sources/the.guardian.science /2010/12/05/ms.could.be.reversed.activating.stem. cells.brain.new.study.suggests
http://www.newstrackindia.com/newsdetails/194066
Great news right? I always said that we will all be cured some way! I think that this is a great step for MS research:-) And the fact that it comes from the Universities of Cambridge and Edinburgh tell us that it will be taken seriously -at least by the western doctors. This study has only been done on mice and rats but the doctors are optimistic and say that there could be preliminary trials of potential drugs within five years and treatments within 15 years.
How can we make it go faster? Progress is directely linked with the readiness within us and a collaboration with events occurring around us. That means that WE the MS-Patients have to work on ourselves and our wishes and beliefs about a being cured. Be compasionate to others, love yourself and direct your thoughts to positive thinking ONLY. This energy itself WILL create more wisdom and a faster cure for us all.
Love Marie Louise
Todays words of wisdom:
Change will not come if we wait for some other person or some other time. We are the ones we've been waiting for. We are the change that we seek.
By Barack Obama
26th of November 2010
Im just a girl...
The snow is faling and yesterday I injoyed a 3 hour walk draging my little son on a slay:-) We did not have that much fun for a very long time. After that, we decorated the house for Christmas, listening to christmas carols with the snow faling outside in the calm snowy nigth. I feel so blessed...
That is the result of my very challenging journey back to Poland having my 3rd Liberation just one week ago!
As you know I am a huge believer in the Law of Attraction. The law says that anything you truly believe and put strong will behind is going to happen. Well after I had the scan from Dr. Simka and went to the CCSVI hearing on the 3rd, I was so fired up from the CCSVI hipe. Both for personal reasons but also for all the other MS patients who are just being desintegrated by our neorologists I felt very determined to take action. Therefore I said to the universe with strong conviction and determination: "I want a new Liberation as soon as possible, thank you very much, and preferably in November!" In that energy I sent an e-mail to Euromedic asking for a date for the procedure. Just like ordering take out:-)
Two days later I got a phone call from Martha, the nice secretary of Euromedic Poland. "We have a time for you next monday -can you come in 6 days?" she said. AAAHH! Shit! Am I going NOW??? My heart said YES but my body was fighting old trauma from past experiences from operations and bad memories from hospitals! In a frigthened state I accepted the time to have the procedure in Poland on the 15th of November.... But why was I so scared??
I had so many questions: What are the risks for the 3rd procedure? Does the risk increase everytime you have another procedure? Stents? Cutting balloons? How will I get the money? How can I leave my kids again? What if something goes wrong? What if I die?
Yes -these thoughts were going through my head the intire time before leaving for Poland. Actually I never got any answers to these questions before going -there was NO doctor here in Denmark I could call to have a conversation with about my worries...
In Poland they had, once again, booked me in the lovely Qubus Hotel, for 4 days. I arrived the day before my Liberation.
When I came for the procedure it was in a state of stress and anxiety! My God, I was scared! This would be my 6th operation in just 4 years and my 3rd Liberation!
Once again the Law of Attraction took over and made sure everything went bad:-( Frist of all it took 2 nurses, 8 attepts to find a good vein in my arm for the IV. After a few hous my arms were painfully blue from the constant pricking because of my weak veins. The poor nurse could hardly find a single good vein. Like myself, the veins were trying to hide from the needle by turning over and becomming invesible.
After another problem with a catheter that was to big for my size and and a tranqulizer that gave me stumag cramps I finally went into a claustrophobic panic attack! I jumped out of bed crying, asking to leave the hospital right away! Still being attached to the IV in my arm and the urin bag. With two nurses, a doctor and my husband trying to keep me calm I thought to myself: "I CAN'T DO THIS! I WHAT TO GO HOME!"
Then my husband took a ferm hold in me and looked me straight into my eyes and said: "I did not drive for 12 hours to come here to go back now. You are going to do this today." In his eyes I saw a hidden frustration that I believe any husband or wife experiences when their sick spouce does not take responsability for his or her own illness. That's what made me stay... and also... they put me to sleep...zzzzzzzzz.....;-)
The procedure went very well! Took 30 min and I did not need a stent or any cutting balloons! However later I was having diarré and pucking all of the medicine out of my body. They only gave me so much because of my attact. This is why I dont take medicine -it is poision to the body!
The next few days I was in a very poor shape. Extremely exhausted from the stress I went through -completly put on by myself I might ad -the hospital has no fault in this. Euromedic is a very good place to go. They cheked my veins the day before I left and told me everything looked great.
So what was all the fuss about?
Going back to Denmark I was still tired and scared to go back to a place were no doctors would do a follow up on my situation. I am just a girl, not a doctor, and I do need someone to see me through this situation. It is very scary and lonely to have total responsability for your own health espesially when it involves procedures like these. The moment I left Poland I was once again, on my own....
I have thought about this a lot since then. So many things have happened to me over the past 4 years, that not many people get to try this in their lifetime.
Had I been living just a few hundred years ago I would not be alive today. I would have died giving birth to my fristborn son and so would he.
You see everytime I have been on an operation table I have lost a little part of myself. Its against the true nature of the body to cut and prick inside it without being severely wounded or actually dying. These countless trips to the hospital and numerous operations (6)I have gone through, being only 31 years old, have left me in abuse. Yes, phsically abuse is the corect name of the energy I feel by the trauma I have expierienced. There was a time when a prick was "just a prick", but now it is so much more. That is the trauma I now have to deal with and get over..
Im just a girl -but I am also a MOM. Having a few days here at home have made me forget the challenges of Poland very fast. Actually it has been a great help to get back to my everyday life with the family. Today I do feel the results from the procedure and.... IM BACK BABY:-) Ready and well enough to enjoy the snow -from an outside point of view literally speaking;-) Im looking foreward to having a good and healthy winther with open veins and an open heart:-)
Todays words of wisdom:
"There are four ways you can handle fear. You can go over it, under it, or around it. But if you are ever to put fear behind you, you must walk straight through it. Once you put fear behind you, leave it there."
By Donna A. Favors
25th of November 2010
How to scan is alfa and omega
A few months ago my veins collapsed once again. This was the 3rd time in 9 months and the feeling was as devestating as always. From one moment to the other I felt very dizzy, severe fatigue and slowly the MS pain in my body returned.
I was very lucky to have a scan by the famous Dr. Simka, right here in Denmark on the day of the CCSVI hearing (3rd of Oct.) One week earlier I did go to the danish radiologist Søren hancke to have a scan. He had sent me home with the message that my veins looked just fine! We then asked him if he was willing to do the scan again togheter with Dr. Simka, so he could se how he did the scanning correctly. Søren Hancke who is very interested in CCSVI was very willing to lend his clinic and scanner to Simka for learning purposes and we invited Simka to come the next week.
Dr. Simka arrived on the 3rd of Oct. to speak at the CCSVI hearing in Copenhagen. We did not offer him any money -just a chance to teach another doctor the correct scanning procedure on three different MS patients. He was very willing to go to Søren Hanches clinic. When Simka did the scan on me that day, he instantly found not only one, but two blocked veins in my neck! Using the same scanner as Hancke had used just one week ago, with Hancke looking over his shoulders with quiet professionalism and concentration. Hanckes respond after the scan was: "I understand completely now!"
Todays words of wisdom
"When the student is ready, the master appears."
A Buddhist Proverb
4th of October 2010
Samling af MS-folket
CCSVI høring i DK d. 3. oktober 2010
Kære venner,
I går fandt Danmarks første høring om CCSVI sted! På under et år er vi nået meget langt. Sklerose Foreningen har lovet at donere 575.000 kr. i et dansk forsknings projekt, og har anmodet sundhedsstyrelsen om lovliggørelsen af eksperiementel behandling for CCSVI i Danmark. Så langt så godt!
Det bekymrer mig dog, at man har valgt Rigshospitalet, som leder af dette forskningsprojekt. Det var ganske tydeligt, at forstå på de udvalgte læger, der talte til høringen, at de IKKE tror på fænomenet CCSVI. Per Soelbjerg Sørensen trættede mig med han nedværdigende oplæg om CCSVI, som efter hans mening udelukkende er en illusion. Han sammenlignede CCSVI med bistikeffekt -brugte faktisk ret meget kostbar tid på, at vise ældgamle billeder af eksperimentelle behandlinger frem. Han og de andre danske læger talte udelukkende om forældede forsknings resultater, og projekter som har haft negative resultater. Dr. Simka fremlagde sine meget positive NYE resultater, og disse blev på intet tidspunkt omtalt eller diskuteret af de danske læger. Det var, som at Simka var "luft" for dem, og han blev TOTALT ignoreret. Jeg fik sådan lyst til at undskylde på "mit lands vejne" overfor Simka. Sådan en uforskammet og nedsættende opførsel skal man lede længe efter! Også de behandlede CCSVI patienter blev nedgjort af Per Soelbjerg, da han omtalte vores dyrt betalte helbredelsesrejser som "tourisme". Hvis disse rejser er tourisme, så bliver jeg hellere hjemme! Det, der også frustrede mig meget, var hans arrogante måde at negligere alle de tusindevis af patienter, der har fået det bedre af denne behandling. Hvis behandlingen skulle være en illusion, så kunne jeg godt tænke mig at vide, hvad det så er, jeg har fået udført -to gange? Og hvad er det så, jeg mærker, hver gang min vene igen falder sammen?
Kardiologen Torpen V. Schrøder bekymrer mig dog mest! Han er afsindig negativ og deler energi med Soelbjerg. Det er IKKE godt.... Der er mange kardiologer på Riget som ville være bedre kandidater til dette, fx. Lisbeth Sørensen eller Ulf Helgstrand.
Morten Blikenberg er nedsat som forskningsleder af det nye scanningsprojekt. Han er et sympatisk og sagligt menneske, MEN hans kontor ligger lige ved siden af Per Soelbjergs - det er et problem! Det gør, at jeg ikke stoler på udfaldet. Per Soelbjerg har flere gange udtalt, at han udelukkende vil søge efter negative resultater, for at skyde hypotesen om CCSVI til jorden, i det kommende forskningsprojekt. Jeg foreslå, at man videregiver pengene til Århus Sygehus. Hvis ikke, kan man lige så godt smide pengene i papirkurven....
Rigshospitalet er den forkerte samarbejdspartner for Sklerose Foreningen. Det er derfor, at jeg stadig ikke er medlem;-)
Som I kan høre, var jeg meget ked af, at så mange patienter, skulle høre på denne barnlige forsamling. Det var mit indtryk at mange sad tilbage med både spørgsmål og frustration efter høringen. Derfor lagde jeg op til en samling, hvor jeg tog udgangspunkt i min egen historie, for at give folk muligheden for at få svar på flere spørgsmål, og for at diskutere CCSVI i et frit forum.
Min egen historie har mange allerede læst her på hjemmesiden, men i går blev den tilført et nyt element.
Før høringen fik jeg den enestående mulighed for at blive scannet af verdens mest erfarne læge indenfor CCSVI: Dr. Simka:-) Grunden til, at jeg gerne ville scannes var, at jeg for nogle uger tilbage, mærkede at min vene (igen) faldt sammen, efter en flyvning. De samme symptomer som første gang opstod, ekstrem træthed, ekstrem svimmelhed, smerter i venstre side, voldsom hjertebanken. For en uge siden, tog jeg hen til Søren Hancke i Hellerup. Han scannede mig og fandt ingen tegn på forsnævringer. I går ankom Simka så, hos Søren Hancke, som lagde sin klinik til rådighed, for at lade sig undervise af Simka. Med det samme fandt Simka, en lille forsnævring i venstre side hos mig, og stort set INTET flow i højre side. Så jeg må tilbage til Polen!
De symptomer jeg oplever når mine vener, det ene øjeblik, er lukkede, og det andet, åbne, er SÅ forskellige, at det gør mig afsindig vred, når folk fortæller mig, at det hele er en illusion. Til alle jer der endnu tvivler -CCSVI eksisterer og behandlingen virker!
Det eneste, jeg trøster mig ved er, min dybe overbevisning om at sandheden altid kommer frem:-)
Tak til alle dem, der valgte at blive efter høringen i går og samle sig, med mig og alle de andre "krigere". Alle følelser er okay, i denne situation, tvivlen er stor -især hos os patienter der skal lægge krop til. Derfor skal vi hjælpe og støtte hinanden. Vi er alle forskellige mennesker, vi har forskellige følelser og vores kroppe reagerer individuelt. Det er vigtigt at vi alle mærker i vores hjerte, hvad der er godt for os. Dette er bare min historie.... My life is my message and so is yours:-)
Kærlig hilsen og tak
Marie Louise
Todays words of wisdom:
"When we come together, we can change the world."
By Marie Louise Mygdal
8th of October 2010
Spirituel Talks
Today I have chosen to share a little bit more of my self with you:-)
As you might have noticed I am a very spirituel person. This side of me is very important to my health -actually it is the primary cause to the reactions of my body -I think:-)
So if you are open for the spirit world, check out my Spirituel talks. I have done a few in english and some in danish....
Love and light
M.L.
Words of wisdom:
"However far-reaching our intellectual achievements and however advanced our knowlegde og creation, without faith and a sense of our own spirituality there is only isolation and the human race is a lost cause".
By Jane Hawking
8th of Oktober 2010
Skleroseforeningen viser ansigt
I morgens vågnede jeg ved lyden at min telefon der ringede kl. 07.00. Stemmen i den anden ende af røret kom fra en journalist fra DR Update! "Er du interesseret i at blive interviewet til DR Update her til morgen?" Jeg tænke mig ikke længe om, før jeg svarede, at jeg mente at de skulle kontakte Christian Hag eller Anders Pertho. Det gjorde jeg fordi jeg synes, at jeg er blevet "brugt" meget i medierne. I løbet af de sidste par måneder har jeg været i Ude og Hjemme, Skleroseforeningens blad to gange, Jyllandsposten, Han, Hun og Haven og så skal jeg tale til konferencen d. 3. nov. I næste uge kommer 21 Søndag også og interviewer mig. Det er vigtigt for mig, at vi er mange forskellige der stå frem, så folk for indtrykket, at vi rent fakstisk er flere der har fået det bedre:-)
Til min store glæde så jeg Skleroseforeningen vise ansigt i DR UPDATE da jeg tænte fjernsynet. Dejligt at de har valgt at bruge medierne! Nu skulle der ikke være mange flere sklerose patienter der ikke har hørt om CCSVI! Det ser ud til at vores råb om "handling" er blevet hørt:-)
Til den kommende høring er det vigtigt at vi får radiologer og karkirurger til at dukke op. Ja, vi skal også have et par "hoved neurolog chefer", men for at tippe vægtskålen skal vi have karfolket på vores sige:-)
SÅ inviter alle de scanne/kar læger du kan komme i tanker om!!
Glade tanker fra mig:-)
P.S.: Mon jeg snart kunne finde på at melde mig ind i Sklerose Foreningen -nu har de jo bedt mig om at tale til høringen....hmm? Det tænker jeg lige over;-)
Todays words of Wisdom:
"Victory is won not in miles but in inches. Win a little now, hold your ground, and later, win a little more".
By Louis L'Amour
12. september 2010
CCSVI i Jylland Posten
Kære venner,
Jylland Posten har været så venlige, at interessere sig for mig, og min vej mod helbredelse for Multibel Sklerose!
For de af jer, der først ser min hjemmeside idag, har jeg (meget hurtigt) samlet mine oplevelser i dagens afsnit af min dagbog. Her får du lidt info om CCSVI og længere nede skriver jeg min egen historie.
På denne hjemmeside skriver jeg, om mine oplevelser med sklerose og om min helbredelse, for det fænomen som kaldes CCSVI. CCSVI er betegnelsen for den sygdom, som man mener, er årsagen til multipel Sklerose.
Den italienske læge Paulo Zamboni mener, at have fundet den egentlige årsag til Sklerose, i halsvenerne, som hos sklerosepatienter viser sig at være forsnævrede. Disse forsnævringer forhindrer blodet i, at få ordentligt tilbageløb fra hjernen til kroppen. Derfor ”står” blodet for længe i hjernen, og hermed ødelægges hjernens celler lige omkring venernes udgang til hjernen. Jernet i blodet forårsager celledød i hjernen, og dermed opstår der sklerosesymptomer i nerver og muskler. Ved en simpel ballonudvidelse af halsvenerne, kan der igen skabes flow i venerne og blodet får fri passage fra hjernen til kroppen.
Indgrebet tager ca. 45 min, og allerede mange danske patienter, har fået lavet indgrebet i udlandet, med stor succes.
Indtil nu har neurologer antaget, at sklerose var en autoimun sygdom, dog uden at have egentligt bevis for det. Nu stimler de danske patienter til deres neurologer for, at blive henvist til en scanning af deres halsvener. De danske neurologer har dog ”sat” sig på sklerosepateinterne, og har besluttet, at man ikke vil undersøge halsvenerne. En beslutning, der egentligt bør tages af specialisterne på området, de interventionelle radiologer og karkirurgerne. Patienter der f.eks. har henvendt sig på karkirurgisk afdeling på Rigshospitalet, har fået at vide, at Neurologerne har nedlagt forbud mod, at karkirurgerne undersøger deres patienter. En undersøgelse, der ville kunne startes op, i Danmark, ved at scanne 50-100 patienter, for at se om de egentligt har halsveneforsnævringer. Indtil nu har 100% af de danskere, der har fået lavet indgrebet i udlandet CCSVI.
Da neurologerne har stillet karkirurgerne ”stolen for døren”, skriver stadigt flere danskere sig op på ventelister i udlandet for, at få lavet indgrebet. Desværre må mange vente, da de ikke kan betale for et sådant indgreb, som i gennemsnit koster 40.000- 60.000 kr.
Det eneste alternativ de danske patienter får tilbudt, er medicin med mange bivirkninger, som kun kan bremse udviklingen af sygdommen lidt. I 2009 brugte Danmark ca. 400 millioner kroner på sklerosemedicin, og i de sidste 3 år er det steget med ca. 80 millioner årligt.
Links og priser:
Hvis dette er første gang du besøger min hjemmeside, vil jeg fortælle dig, at der er MANGE ting du selv må gøre, for at få mere viden om CCSVI. Når du klikker på LINKS på denne hjemmeside, vil du se de links, jeg har samlet, som jeg synes beskriver CCSVI mest grundigt. Længere ned i denne tekst vil jeg også give dig nogle gode links. Se f.eks. den første video med Dr. Zamboni, den giver et godt billede af CCSVI og behandlingen, som han kalder The Liberation Treatment:
http://www.ctv.ca/servlet/ArticleNews/story/CTVNews/20091120/W5_liberation_091121/20091121
Vær opmærksom på at Multipel Sklerose er det engelske og internationale navn for Dissimineret Sklerose, så det er altså den samme sygdom der er tale om.
CCSVI Hotline Min ven Anders som også har fået indgrebet udført i udlandet (med godt resultat) har oprettet en CCSVI-hotline som du kan ringe til. Han ved en masse om CCSVI og behandlinger i udlandet, og kan give dig information fra en patients synspunkt eller give dig et nummer el. mail til andre der kan hjælpe dig med dit spørgsmål. For yderligere information, ring til:
Hotline nummer: 70 25 55 88
Den første danskers Liberation Treatment Læs Lisbeths (65 år) positive CCSVI historie på Skleroseforeningens hjemmeside:
http://sklerose.dk
Dansk sklerose webforum På webforummet MSforum.dk kan du følge med i debatten om CCSVI, som har stået på i lang tid. Dette forum er meget mere "med" end skleroseforeningen, som først er kommet med på vognen for nylig. Helt klart det bedste sted at hente info om behandlingssteder i udlandet og patientberetninger:
http://msforum.dk
The liberation treatment og stamceller giver ekstra godt resultat Min ven Kenneth som også har fået indgrebet udført i udlandet (med godt resultat) har samtidig fået stamceller i Costa Rica. Stamcellerne erstatter hans døde hjerneceller med nye og med hans nye åbne vener, skulle der ikke ske mere skade på hans hjerne. Læs mere på Kenneths hjemmeside:
http://Stamcellertilkenneth.dk
Liste over behandlingssteder Her kan du finde en liste over behandlingssteder, hvor man nu udfører ballonudvidelser for CCSVI. De danskere jeg kender har været hos Dr. Simka i Polen, Dr. Vogl i Tyskland, Dr. Jacek Kostecki, og Dr. Sclafani i New York.
http://www.msforum.dk/index.php/board,13.0.html
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som fik behandlingen i Polen har også en god behandlerliste på sin hjemmeside:
http://worldballons-doccontacts.blogspot.com/
Euromediv Poland
Jeg fik en tid hos Euromedic i Polen, som også er det sted hvor Dr. Simka arbejder. Det koster 6900 euro for scanninger, indgreb, hotel og transport. For tidsbestilling kontakt: info@euromedicpoland.com Vær opmærksom på at deres venteliste er MEGET lang (vist nok sommer 2011), og at det kan tage tid før de svarer. Jeg har stået på venteliste siden december 2009 og fik en tid d. 8.juni. Hørte ikke noget fra dem de først 3 måneder. Så jeg vil anbefale jer at kigge på nogle af de andre muligheder i andre lande, hvor der også er gode muligheder for denne slags behandling. Den eneste måde, at finde ud af det, er ved at læse sig frem til det på nettet.
Se også Lisas tråd om priser på behandling på Msforum.dk:
http://www.msforum.dk/index.php/topic,166.0.html
Links om CCSVI
Hjemmesiden CCSVI.dk henviser til andre hjemmesider om CCSVI:
http://CCSVI.dk
Mit eget sygdoms og helbredelses forløb
Første symptomer:
Jeg fik mine første tydelige symptomer i 1998, hvor jeg fra den ene dag til den anden, fik hovedpine, smerter og synsnedsættelse omkring venstre øje. Det varede i et helt år. Dette blev neddæmpet af lægen til at være rygproblemer, og jeg blev sendt i svømmehallen for at styrke min ryg. I årene efter har jeg haft periodevis hovedpine, svimmelhedsanfald, skulle tisse ofte, og smerter i mave, læn, ryg og nakke.
Graviditeter:
I 2006 blev jeg gravid med mit første barn, og havde en meget svær graviditet. Jeg kunne fysisk mærke at min blodcirkulation slet ikke var normal. Svimmelhed, ekstrem træthed, og smerter i ryg og ben. Jeg havde hele tiden lyst til at stryge mine hænder over ben og arme for at få blodet til at ”cirkulere bedre”. Hos lægen fik jeg af vide, at jeg havde bækkenløsning. Måtte til sidst i en kørestol. Ved fødselen havde min søn for høj hjerteaktivitet og til sidst blev han taget ved akut kejsersnit. Pga. delvis moderkageløsning. Jeg havde MEGET svært ved, at komme på benene efter den graviditet, men til sidst (efter 1½år) fik jeg det rimelig godt.
Godt nok, til at blive gravid igen i maj 2008. Jeg måtte hurtigt holde op med at arbejde så meget, pga. smerter i lænden, træthed og kvalme. Holdt mig igen i sengen, og sov meget. Da jeg var i 13. uge
aborterede jeg desværre.
En måned senere blev jeg igen gravid. Denne graviditet var rent ud sagt skræmmende! Samme problemer med blodcirkulationen som første graviditet. Svimmelhed, ekstrem træthed, og smerter i ryg og ben. Omkring 30. uge fik jeg meget smertefulde muskelkramper i hele venstre side, og spasmer ud i venstre arm og ben. Ved bevægelse
”forsvandt” styrken i mine muskler i hele kroppen. Jeg faldt sammen på gulvet og derefter oplevede jeg et krampeanfald, der minder om det, man kalder ”kramper i benene”. Følelsen af kramper var dog ikke begrænset til benene, men bredte sig fra benet, til maven, øverste del af maven, hals, og ud i armen og hånden (kun i venstre side). Jeg ”frøs” i denne stilling, var stadig ved bevidsthed (dog meget svimmel), og mine tæer og fingre lavede spastiske bevægelser (fingre samlet). Ingen ”flitsbue”, bevidstløshed eller fråde om munden, hvis man skulle tænke det. Det hele startede meget langsomt dvs. at jeg havde tid til, at finde mig til rette på gulvet. Selve ”krampen” varede måske 1 minut og
gik langsomt over. Undervejs trak jeg vejret meget hurtigt, og sagde sommetider høje ”stønnelyde”. Bagefter føltes det, som om, at det prikkede i hele kroppen, og
jeg havde brug for at holde mig i ro.
Disse muskelkramper resulterede i, at jeg hyperventilerede, og min krop låste sig som følge af det, indtil jeg fik varmen og kunne slappe af. Ingen kunne forstå hvad det handlede om, og de ville heller ikke undersøge mig for meget, imens jeg var gravid. En CT-scanning (omkring 30. uge, i marts 2009) viste dog ingen skader på hjernen.
Fødselen blev et planlagt kejsersnit, da jeg var for dårlig til selv at føde. Min søn havde problemer med vejrtrækning, og fik C-pap i 3 dage. Efterfølgende havde han tendens til at hyperventilere eller bruge maven meget når han trak vejret. Han var også meget slap og sov 23 timer i døgnet. Derfor var vi indlagt med ham i den første måned, hvor han blev undersøgt for div. kromoson- og genfejl. Her var intet at finde. I hans lunger fandt de ”måske” nogle små cyster der kunne være årsag til hans vejrtrækning. Nu er han frisk og opfører sig som et helt normal barn (16 måneder), og vi holder øje med hans vejrtrækning under sygdom.
Først 4 mrd. efter fødselen fik jeg på baggrund af en neurologisk undersøgelse, en rygmarvsprøve og en MR-scanning stillet diagnosen multipel sklerose af Neorolog Michael Brocksgaard på Hillerød hospital.
Min "liberation" for CCSVI
Efter den sidste graviditet gik det ned ad bakke. Jeg kunne ikke ”ryste sygdommen af mig”. Jeg havde synsbesvær på venstre øje, blæreproblemer, mistede styrken/smerter i arme og hænder, mistede kraften i venstre ben, havde talebesvær, var ofte nær besvimelse især under amning, mistede hukommelsen og var overvældende træt. Jeg havde mange smerter i nakken, øverst i ryggen, i venstre arm, hånd og håndled. Smerten gik sommetider, som ubehagelige stød, over i højre side, med samme symptomer. Det tog mig 2 timer at "vågne" om morgenen pga. svimmelhed. Jeg humpede især om aftenen, og når jeg gik ture der varede mere end 1 time. Jeg kunne næsten ikke skubbe barnevognen, uden at have stærke smerter i arme og hænder, og fik svimmelhedsanfald, når pulsen kom op. Jeg kunne ikke bære mit barn, og kunne ikke træne/lave yoga og bukke mig ned, som før, pga svimmelhed og kvalme. Jeg havde vejrtrækningsproblemer, og måtte ofte sidde og strække ryggen for, at kunne tage en dyb vejrtrækning.
Så fik jeg et tip om at hæve hovedenden af min seng med 15 cm. Det skulle hjælpe blodet med at blive transporteret fra hjernen og ned til kroppen. Den første dag efter jeg gjorde det, var jeg SLET IKKE svimmel om morgenen. Stille og roligt forsvandt min træthed, og efter 3-4 dage havde jeg ikke længere brug for en middagslur. Det var meget stort for mig, og jeg blev endnu mere sikker på, at min tilstand har noget at gøre med den måde mit blod cirkulerer.
Se under alternativt: Inclined Bed Therapy på denne hjemmeside.
Scanning og behandling i New York:
For info over behandlingssteder se msforum.dk:
http://www.msforum.dk/index.php/topic,164.0.html
Så besluttede jeg mig for at få mine halsvener scannet for CCSVI, og efter en afvisning fra min neurolog i Danmark, fandt Dr. Salvatore Sclafani i Kings County Hospital Center, New York. Den 9. marts 2010, fik jeg foretaget en alm. læge undersøgelse, en neurologisk undersøgelse, en MR-scanning af mit hoved, hals og rygsøjle, en dopplerscanning af halsen, og et MR venogram i New York. Det var først under selve indgrebet (d. 12. marts 2010), at det helt blev tydeligt, hvad der egentligt var i vejen, da Dr. Sclafani undersøgte venerne indefra. Han brugte IVUS, angigram og udførte angioplasti. Så doplerscanningen og MRI'en gav kun et overfladisk billede af situationen, og under indgrebet, fik man helt klar besked. De fandt forsnævringer i både højre og venstre side af halsvenerne. I venstre side havde jeg en enkel, men betydeligt, forsnævring. Ved forsnævringerne udførte de ballonudvidelser, med det resultat, at jeg under selve pludselig operationen, følte mig friskere end før, klar i hovedet og lysvågen! Højre side så dog noget mere kompliceret ud. Her havde jeg "smallere" vener end i venstre side, og dertil en masse "spindelvævslignende", små vener, som var placeret på unormale steder, og sågar gik igennem rygsøjlen. De er blevet dannet, som omveje for det blod, der ikke ellers havde tilstrækkelig passage. Ved ballonudvidelsen af venerne i højre side, var det tydeligt, at se, at blodet ikke længere løb igennem de små "ekstra" vener, men nu benyttede den oprindelige og normale passage.
Efter behandlingen i New York oplevede jeg som sagt en tydelig forskel først UNDER selve indbrebet, og denne klarhed/friskhed fortsatte i dagene efter. Efter to dage var jeg på benene i 12 timer uden at have behov for at humpe. Det vil sige, at jeg ikke fik sclerose lignende smerter, og muskelnedsættelse i benene, udover alm. træthed, når man er længe oppe på benene, for første gang i 4 år. Om aftenen kunne jeg være vågen til kl. 23, og var fuldstændig frisk! Før gik jeg i seng kl. 20 om aftenen pga. udmattelse. Mine smerter i ryg, nakke og læn forsvandt. I nakken var jeg mindre stiv, og mine arme og hænder gjorde slet ikke ondt mere. Jeg humpede ikke længere, og var ikke svimmel om morgenen eller på nogen andre tidspunkter. Det allerbedste var, at jeg kunne mærke en stor forbedring i min blodcirkulation. Det eneste, jeg mærkede, var en krop, der havde "siddet stille for længe", og som trængte til at blive rørt, men det var ikke sklerosesymptomer, som dem, jeg kendte så godt fra før.
Højre vene faldt sammen
Da jeg kom hjem til Danmark igen havde jeg det fantastisk - indtil at min ene vene klappede sammen igen. Det er kom næsten som et lyn fra en klar himmel, og føles faktisk en del værre, end før jeg tog afsted til New York. Det skete så pludseligt, at jeg fik ALLE mine tidligere symptomer at mærke på én gang! Før kom de jo snigende stille og roligt, og så var det svært at mærke forskel fra den ene dag til den anden. Men når man som jeg oplevede at være i "himlen" den ene dag, til så at vende direkte tilbage til mit stadie af sklerose på et splitsekund, fik jeg ganske enkelt et chok. Jeg forstår først nu, hvor skidt jeg egentligt havde haft det før.
Det nye i symptomerne var især at mit hjerte galloperede, så hele min krop rystede, og trætheden var ENORM! Det aftog heldigvis efter ca. 1½ uge, da jeg hævede min seng 15 cm i hovedenden. Men nu har jeg en glasklokke over hovedet, som jeg ikke havde før i samme grad. Det gør, at jeg ikke kan fortage mig noget i løbet af dagen. Jeg har hele tiden følelsen af, at jeg er ved at besvime, sommetider så meget at det gør mig bange. Det vil sige at jeg KONSTANT har det, som når man rejser sig for hurtigt op og ”rummet snurrer”. Hvis jeg er heldig ”klarer jeg lidt op” om aftenen. Smerter og stivhed er dog næsten forsvundet i højre side, bortset fra læn, ryg og nakke, hvor smerten er ”lidt over det hele”. Trætheden er den samme som før jeg hævede min seng (1 måned før indgrebet). Jeg vil sige, at hvis jeg kunne vælge, vil jeg hellere humpe på benet, end at have en tyk glasklokke over hovedet, for det er i den grad invaliderende.
Lægerne i Danmark afviste at scanne mig og derfor tog jeg til Frankfurt og blev scannet af en læge der har erfaring med at scanne for CCSVI, Dr. Tomaz Vogl. Det var ham der fortalte mig at højre vene så ud til at være klappet helt sammen, men, at venstre vene stadig var åben.
Euromedic Poland
Efter nogle måneder tog jeg til Polen for at få endnu en scanning og ballonudvidelse d. 9. juni 2010. Her fandt man med det samme som hos Vogl: Intet flow i højre vene! De åbnede venen med endnu en ballonudvidelse. Jeg havde heldigvis ikke behov for en stent. Det var jeg imod, da jeg ikke vil have de nuværende stents, som ikke er speciel designede til halsvener. Desuden er der risiko for at de lukker til igen, da halsvenerne er et "low flow" område, i modsætning til hjerte området som er et "high flow" område. Lisbeth Jørgensen som er karkirurg på Riget fortalte mig at hun mente at hvis det var hende selv ville hun kun få foretaget ballonudvidelser, og aldrig isætte stents. Hun sagde at man kan få så mange udvidelser, som man har brug for -der er ikke en "STOR" risiko ved ballon.
Se længere ned i denne dagbog om de overvejelser jeg gjorde mht. stents.
Jeg mener selv, at det var mine visualiseringer og min livsstil der gjorde at min vene holdt sig åben. Læs mere om det under "alternativt".
Turen til Euromedic i Polen er helt klart det sted jeg helst vil anbefale til andre, da de var super professionelle, og det er så let at komme dertil. Det kostede mig ca. 50.000 danske kr. i alt.
Se på msforum for mere info om adresser og priser:
http://www.msforum.dk/index.php/board,13.0.html
Opsummering over mine symptomer med MS før og efter Liberation
Så nu har jeg prøvet at være i 4 forskelling tilstande, og ved nu hvordan alle disse tilstande føles. Og der er, for mig, ingen tvivl om at det i høj grad er VENERNE, der skaber mine symptomer. Jeg vil lige opsummere:
Tilstande:
1. Begge vener betydeligt forsnævrede, højre side værst. 2. Begge vener åbne 3. Venstre vene åben og højre vene lukket. 4. Begge vener åbne (symptomer i dag)
Symptomer:
1. Smerter og muskelnedsættelse i både højre og venstre side. Venstre side værst. Ingen sexlyst, Kognitive problemer såsom hukommelse, udtale, skrift. Hovedpine i ny og næ. Tågesyn på venstre øje. Svimmelhed, ekstrem træthed og trykken ved solar pleksus, som giver vejrtrækningsproblemer. Tendens til at humpe på venstre ben pga. smerter og manglende muskel kapacitet. Smerter i venstre arm og håndled. Prikken i venstre kæbe og hals. Kan ikke bøje mine ben eller sidde ved et skrivebord uden at blive svimmel pga manglende flow. kan ikke træne pga svimmelhed. Kan ikke cykle pga balance. Kan ikke danse og hoppe uden at blive utilpas og svimmel. Skal ligge ned meget ofte og hvile mig. Social ubehag og stress. Vejrtrækningsproblemer, nedsat blærefunktion, stiksmerter ”her og der, og over det hele”.
2. Meget svag muskel ømhed. Tågesyn på venstre øje. Ingen smerter og muskelnedsættelse nogen steder. Ingen træthed og trykken ved solar pleksus. Kognitivt meget mere frisk. Ingen svimmelhed. Ingen prikken, eller stiksmerter. God blærefunktion. G
odt overskud og følelse af at være frisk og klar i hovedet.
3. I starten da venen faldt sammen: Voldsom hjertebanken. Smerter og muskelnedsættelse i venstre side. Smerter i læn, ryg og nakke. Kognitive problemer såsom hukommelse, udtale, skrift. Tågesyn på venstre øje. Hovedpine i ny og næ. Tendens til at humpe på venstre ben pga. smerter og manglende muskel kapacitet. Ingen smerter og muskelsvind i højre side. Svimmelhed føles værre en nr. 1. Træthed er den samme som nr. 1. Blærefunktion bedre end nr. 1. Efter et par måneder fil jeg det bedre og bedre, og trætheden blev nedsat, jeg humpede kun en gang i mellem, og var gererelt lidt mere frisk end da venen lige var klappet sammen. jeg tror at min krop skulle vænne sig til at blodet havde skiftet retning inde i min krop og det gjorde mig meget udmattet og svimmel.
4. I dag har jeg kun brug for 8-9 timers søvn om natten for at føle mig frisk om dagen. Jeg sover ikke til middag, og er ikke svimmel. Jeg kan træne, løbe, cykle, danse, hoppe i et rimeligt omfang. (træner i 1½ time 3 gange om ugen). Bliver dog stadig hurtigere udmattet end andre mennesker og skal spare lidt på min energi. Men det er intet imod nr. 1 hvor jeg slet ikke kunne træne pga svimmelhed. Jeg har ind imellem lidt smerter i ryggen, men jeg havde jo også bækkenløsning, så det kommer også derfra. Jeg har intet behov for at humpe og mine arme og hænder er normale. Tågesyn der kommer og går på venstre øje. Ingen muskelnedsættelse nogen steder. Ingen trykken ved solar pleksus. Kognitivt mere frisk. Ingen tale problemer. Min skrift er forbedret meget. Ingen svimmelhed. Ingen prikken, eller stiksmerter. God blærefunktion. Jeg har større overskud og griner mere. Er sammen med mennesker igen!
Der er altså forskel på, om det er højre, venstre eller begge sider der er ”frie”, og det synes jeg, er et meget vigtigt tegn på, at det er CCSVI, der skaber mine symptomer.
Hvad gør jeg selv:
Vitaminer:
Tager vitamin D, E, B, calcium, magnesium, omega 3-6-9 (mest 3).
Ayurvediske produkter:
En kapsel Dhanvantaram (101) om dagen.
Laver damptelt hver morgen med eucalyptusdråber, og drypper næsen med nasya oliedråber.
Kosttilskud:
Tumeric og boswellia. Brahmi Plus. Acai +D.
Homeopati:
Ferrum sidereum d10. Aesenicum album D6.
Aurum
metallicum
praeparatum D10.
Behandlinger:
Går til zoneterapi en gang om ugen med godt resultat.
Akupunktur 1 gang om ugen.
Kost:
Spiser RIGTIG mad! Jeg køber ikke længere mad der er lavet industrielt. Det vil sige at vores mad kommer direkte "fra planten", og bliver ikke tilsat noget som helst andet. Vi modtager mad fra Årstiderne, og spiser ren økologisk mad. Spiser fedtfattigt, og sparer på sukker, oksekød, og hvedemel.
Spiser dagligt: Varm mad og drikke hele dagen. Havregrød, rugbrød, æble, chilli, ingefær, hvidløg, ris, friske urter som basilikum, koriander, persille eller morning glory. Grønsager (bønner, bambus, champignon, tomater, gulerødder) med kylling eller skaldyr. Saftevand og mørk chokolade (70%).
Træning:
Træner 3 gange om ugen i 1½ time, både motions- og muskel træning.
Hvorfor Liberation?
Jeg kan ikke sige med 100% sikkerhed, at dette er en "kur" imod sklerose, men jeg ved, at jeg ikkeselv ville have været foruden The Liberation Treatment. Beslutning om denne rejse var mit hjertes beslutning. Det føltes rigtig for mig, derfor behøvede jeg ikke bevis for det. Det har gjort tilværelsen dejligere og jeg er et gladere menneske idag:-)
Derfor vil jeg opfordre alle, der føler det samme som jeg, til at gå til deres praktiserende læge og bede om en henvisning til en interventionel radiolog. Det er vigtigt, at radiologerne lærer at scanne folk for CCSVI i Danmark, og det skal vi have skabt noget opmærksomhed omkring. Der er nogledanskere, der har ladet sig scanne herhjemme, og lægerne fandt ikke CCSVI. Da patienterne så tog til udlandet til erfarne radiologer, fandt de forsnævringer med det samme. Der findes bla. en uddannelse til læger, der vil lære mere om CCSVI i Buffalo NY. Jeg mener, at den bedste måde vi kan få lægerne til at uddanne sig er ved at efterspørge deres ekspertise. Hvis de ikke er erfarne nok, må de se og blive det;-) Dertil vil jeg sige, at hvis du bliver så heldig at blive scannet i Danmark, så stol ikke på resultatet, før du ved at lægen HAR lært hvordan man scanner for CCSVI.
Vi skal også have fokus på at få startet et forsøg i DANMARK, hvor der både forskes i scanning og behandling. Jeg mener, at de få forsøg i udlandet bliver negative fordi man ikke får den praktiske erfaring, det giver at lave ballonudvidelserne. De steder i udlandet hvor man både scanner og laver ballonudvidelser har positive resultater. Det er vigtigt, at man kommer ind i venerne for at få et grundigt billede af hver enkel patient. Så lad os sammen bede Sklerose Foreningen om, at skyde en million kroner efter Rigshospitalet til et forsøg for CCSVI, hvor the LiberartionTreatment rent faktisk afprøves. Alt kan lade sig gøre!
Som du kan se er min hjemmeside hovedsageligt skrevet på engelsk. Derfor håber jeg, at du har mulighed for at læse og følge med i min historie. Scroll ned på denne side, og læs historien HELT fra starten.
Der er ingen tvivl i mit sind: Jeg har CCSVI og det er det der forårsager Multipel Sklerose! Hvis CCSVI kureres forsvinder sklerosen. Så følg trop venner -lad os sammen udforske vores vener. Der er en meget stor sansynlighed for, at vi kan bremse ar-dannelsen i vores trætte hjerner!
Gør mig også den tjeneste at købe et par ekstra eksemplarer af Jylland Posten, til din neurologs venteværelse;-)
Kærlig hilsen
Marie Louise
Todays words of wisdom:
Faced with the choice between changing one's mind and proving that there is no need to do so, almost everyone gets busy on the proof.
- John Kenneth Galbraith
16th of august 2010
Notice the good
I once heard a 80 year old lady being asked the following question: What would you say to yourselft if you could speak to the 40 year old version of yourself? The lady said: I would say: "You are NOT fat, you are NOT in pain, you are vibrant and young! "Just wait untill you become my age -then you will really be fat, have pain and feel old!"
When I got diagnosed with sclerosis I instantly started to notice my bodys reactions. That means that every little inch of pain is being recogniced. When I sit, stand, walk, run and so on. I can't even begin to imagine how many times a day, I have given energy to a new feeling of pain or discomfort. Very fast this becomes a rutine and it runs in my mind like a record on repeat: "Av! Ohh!Av! Ahh! I'm sick!!"
I came to thinking that "normal" people have pain to. They complain about pain in their back, headace, constipation and so on, without having the dreadfull diagnosis of Sclerosis. That's when I started to ask my self: How healthy do I need to feel to be happy? The imidiate answer was: COMPLETELY HEALED!!
My symptoms are now reduced to: feeling a little weak in the body, a little tingeling in my left arm, a little backpain, vision problems, some memory loss and I get a little tired after phsycal work. Well -is this so abnormal? However, I still think of myself as being sick! Thats is because of the record in my head playing over and over again: "Multipel Sclerosis! Av! Ohh! Av! Ahh!"
So now I am fighting the internal beast that keeps putting on that record! The best way to do that, is to put on A NEW RECORD: "I'm feeling good! Ha, ha! I'm feeling so happy right now! Wonderfull I'm feeling so vibrant and fresh! I am young and fit! I am able to do ..... right now! I can do anything I want! I am NORMAL! I AM CURED!"
When I start to feel pain I just think of it as the bodys way of asking for rest. I say: Thank you for reminding me to rest, so I can care for my body and give myself some healthy love and attention. I just want to STOP using the word (pain).
From now on I will spend my days noticing the good emotions in my body. I will give them credit and attention. Mostly I will think of what the 80 year old version of myself would say to me: You are young, vibrant and fresh -stop using your disease as an excuse not to live you life to the fullest!
Thats my promise to myself!
Todays words of wisdom:
"Every man dies. Not every man really lives."
By William Wallace
The 23rd of July 2010
Update!
I have been on summer vacation and watching my kids for the last 3 weeks. Thats why you did'nt hear from me for a while.
Being a full time mom has made me a little tired -but NOT as tired as I would have been before. Actually I would not have been alone with the kids before -that was not possible! Now I have had the change to be with them for many weeks and that is just the best feeling in the world. Also the kids are feeling better because their mom and dad are finally relaxing!
On monday I start my normal life and I am looking forward to being able to doing my routines again. For tree weeks I did not have time to do my routines and now I really feel my body responding to that. So starting monday I will be doing yoga, steam tent, acupuncture, healthy foods and visualization again!
The program I have made is really working! I know because when I don't do it, I can feel it straight away!
At the moment I am working on making guided meditations for download on the internet. These are the meditation that I am using to improve my health. They are really good and I can't wait to share them with you!
The thing that people waiting for the procedure has to realize is that the further into the disease you are, the more you have to work for getting back to normal. However the procedure makes it more easy to do training when you are not dizzy and tired all the time!
I am happy to hear from so many of you, that you are on waiting lists all over the world. I really hope that more doctors will open their hearts for the patients SOON!
Todays words of wisdom:
"The starting point of all achievement is desire. Keep this constantly in mind. Weak desires bring weak results, just as a small fire makes a small amount of heat."
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Napoleon Hill 1883-1970, Author of
Think and Grow Rich
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2nd of June 2010
Rigshospitalet er da MIT hospital
-er det ikke?
This piece is about a danish hospital, so I wrote it in danish to make sure people in Denmark can understand it. Basically it is about the danish hospital Rigshospitalet where the vascular surgeons have been forbidden by the neurologists to speak to any sclerosis patients about CCSVI.
Kære venner,
Jeg har netop været et smut forbi Riget vel forberedt på den afvisning jeg ville få.
Før jeg tog til Polen d. 9. juni, for at få åbnet min højre vene for 2. gang, havde jeg en snak med overlæge Lisbeth Jørgensen på karkirurgisk afdeling. Hun var positivt stemt overfor at scanne, og ville involvere de interventionelle radiologer, med henblik på "en eventuel ballonudvidelse".
Jeg fortalte, at jeg havde en tid i Polen kort efter (købt og betalt), og hun syntes, at jeg skulle tage afsted. Hun bad mig dog om, at komme tilbage efter Polen så hun kunne "efterscanne" mig, og høre hvordan jeg havde det. Det var så i går.
Per havde været inde kort tid efter mig og allerede der, havde hun fået stillet stolen får døren angående yderligere undersøgelser for CCSVI.
Hendes chef (går ud fra, at det er Henrik Sillesen, hun mener) havde givet hende forbud mod at modtage patienter med henblik på CCSVI. Hun havde fået en "skideballe" af den ledende neurolog overlæge på Riget og havde fået sat "mundkurv på. Det var et spørgsmål om at "man ikke tager hinandens patienter". Multipel Sklerose var neurologernes område.
Hun sagde også at "det ville være det letteste i verden, at lave et forsøg hvor man scanner 50 personer", og "det kræver jo ikke meget af os at sætte det igang". Hun var slet ikke enig i neurologernes beslutning. Hun sagde dog også, at der var mange faktorer der gjorde det svært, at forstå at det skulle virke, og at lægernes bevæggrunde for at vente måske var rigtige nok. Men det ved vi ikke, før vi har prøvet det af.
Hun sagde også til mig, at det bedste vi sklerose patienter kunne gøre, var at lægge pres på lægerne ved at bruge medierne. Hun nævnte radio, tv, aviser ugebladet Helse osv.
Hun var rigtig glad for, at se at jeg har fået det bedre, og syntes at det er "ærgerligt" at hun ikke kan gøre mere.
Det, som jeg mener, er et meget stort problem for Rigshospitalet (og Hillerød Hospital) er, at jeg er blevet afvist på et tidspunkt hvor min vene netop var faldet sammen og hvor jeg pludseligt fik det MEGET dårligt. At afvise en patient, der har fået en ballonudvidelse, kan være livsfarligt. Jeg kunne have haft en blodprop. Jeg måtte uvidende tage hele vejen til Frankfurt for at blive hjulpet. Jeg kunne have været død på vejen derned!
Jeg måtte skifte praktiserende læge to gange og få utallige afvisninger fra læger i hele Danmark før jeg endelig fik en tid på Rigshospitalet, igennem privathospitalet Bekkevold Klinikken hvor karkirurg Ulf Helgstrand, der både arbejder på Bekkevold klinikken og på Riget. Det var 3 måneder efter, at min vene klappede sammen.
Så nu er der kun én vej frem for kampen for CCSVI og det er medierne.
Derfor vil jeg bede jer alle om at tænke så det knager på om I kender nogen der kunne være interesserede i at skrive en artikel eller lave et tv program om CCSVI. Tænk, tænk, tænk. Og skriv til mig på marielouiserainer@hotmail.com
Marie
Todays words of wisdom:
"You know, it's not more knowledge, it's not more education, it's not more facts that we need. It's a better use of what we already have that we need to have. You have each and every one of you, within your potential power right now to do a wonderful job in your chosen field - if you would only embrace it and use it."
Napoleon Hill 1883-1970, Author of Think and Grow Rich
28th of June 2010
It hurts to get better!
Since Poland I am spending my week like this: I do my morning rutine every day, do yoga 3 times a week (first time in 7 months), go to acupunkture 2 times a week, zonetherapy once a week, eat healthy, stay warm all day long, take vitamins.
I thought it was a good thing that I could'nt feel much pain when I went to my treatments, but it turns out that it was because I was numb all over my body. NOW the treatment is actually staring to hurt! AV!
So I guess that's good:-)
My fatigue is almost gone. I can't fall a sleep until 11-12 pm in the evening. However I still need 8-9 hours to feel fresh during the day. That's not so unusual I think. I can sit a the computer much longer than before without feeling like I am going to faint from low circulation. I am a little less dizzy. My headace is gone. I am stronger and can do more things during the day.
My body needs training so right now I am trying to get past the hard beginning of training an untrained body. Magnets are great for that!
Do I still have multipel sklerosis? I still have the scars in my brain, so I am working on making free pasage for new braincells. The steem tent is great for this! But when I ask my heart, if the disease has stopped, I have to say: YES! There will be no more harm done to my brain. I am sure!
Todays words of wisdom:
Most people can look back over the years and identify a time and place at which their lives changed significantly. Whether by accident or design, these are the moments when, because of a readiness within us and a collaboration with events occurring around us, we are forced to seriously reappraise ourselves and the conditions under which we live and to make certain choices that will affect the rest of our lives.
- Frederick F. Flack
18th of June 2010
Check out my latest video. Maries Liberation 4
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16th of June 2010
I have stripped naked!
It has been hard to come back home. In my house everything has been in perfect order to fit my disease. All the daily routines, the communication concerning my energy level and the steps people around my have been taking to assist me. The biggest and most destructive routine of all is my own tendency of always "looking" for signs of the disease, to allert my surroundings if help is needed. You see it's so easy to fall back into this routine because up untill now it has been the main part of my daily survival. Just like wearing a warm wither coat when it's freezing outside. Warmth and security from the cold frosty wind, when actualy, you are completely naked underneath the coat.
After 5 days with a slight headache I had started to fall back into the illness. Untill I could no longer overhear my angels banging on my head saying: "Commit to the new or identify why you'e choosing to sabotage your healing!" Then it was clear to me that I needed to take responsability for my own healing for it to actualy work.
So I asked my self the folowing question:
Are there any personal benefits of my being sick? The answer to this was:YES!
"What are these benefits, I then asked?" Security was the first thing that came to mind. People taking care of me, helping me, caring about me....loving me. "Why do I need these benefits, I then thought?" I guess I need this benefits to feel that I am not alone in this world. It makes me feel loved and appreciated. It gives my a feeling of worth and security. The vision of the warm winther coat came to mind and I saw myself huddle up to feel warm an safe from the cold.
Then I asked myself:
"What is my worst fear about letting go of these benefits?" To be completely alone! Just try for a moment to think about your worst fear. It is heartbreaking and it takes curage. I stayed with this emotion to realy let myself feel it. All alone in this world with no one to look after me, no one to love and no one to love me back. For me thats is the worst feeling in the world. I had stripped naked in the dark frosty winther without my coat to keep me warm. it was scary and liberating all at the same time.
Then I had to ask myself the last question:
"What will happen if I let go of this fear?" The answer was clear: I will be healed. The truht is that healing comes from inside. No person, even the ones who love you the most, can give you the security that you need in your heart to be healed. We most do that for ourselves. We must stand up to the challenge an say: I can stand on my own two feet. I take responsability for my own being and choose to live a full and healthy life. I can do this because I AM the great I AM. I AM Master, I AM Angel... I AM GOD. It's kind of trying to walk without croches. Staggering in the beginning but then at one point you are actualy walking on your own and creating your own reality!
So now, whenever the headache sneaks up on me, I say out loud and with confidence:"Gosh it's great to feel good!"
This morning I woke up for the first time in days feeling clear and freash in my head.....:-)
Todays quote of wisdom:
"Metaphor of the Bowl
We give you the metaphor of the bowl: Think of a bowl in the sun, but with a veil upon it. The veil is creating darkness or dimness inside the bowl. In the bowl there are billions of entities dwelling in this darkness. Many of them survive within a "dark paradigm," for they've been in the dark for eons. Some actually "eat" darkness [a standard Kryon metaphor that means that darkness sustains them and their biology]. Therefore, their lives are accustomed to the dark, and depend on it.
These entities, which survive in the dark, stay away from light because they can't survive in the light - not with the "dark biology" they have developed. Now, in this bowl, there are still some who seek the light and hold the light, but they're fewer, since darkness is the way of the bowl, and has been for a very long time. Therefore, those who choose the paradigm of light struggle more. It's a harder life.
Now in this metaphor, we'll say that suddenly the veil is taken away, and the bowl is flooded with light. The very first thing that happens is chaos for those who can no longer find dark sustenance! They'll be very angry that their "norm" has been upset. Next, many more light entities develop in the bowl because they've seen this light and they're absorbing it. Like seeds planted at night, they were waiting for the sun to come up, and they're responding. These are the ones who were never quite pleased with the dim light of the past.
Let me ask you, what would you do if you were one of the dark entities that depended on eating darkness, and suddenly it was tough to find? I know this is a metaphor, but this is simple and understandable. I'll tell you this, dear ones, that when you turn on the light in a place that's been dark for a very long time, all of the ugliness shows! It's like taking an ancient forest and suddenly defoliating it and lifting the rocks up to see what's underneath. Things that have always been there are now showing clearly, but you never knew about them before.
And why is it that this bowl has to be exposed? And why is it that this must take place? It's due to mass decisions from humanity called the Harmonic Convergence, as we discussed, and it started a ball rolling that will flood this planet with light. In the process, many will fall by the wayside, many in chaos, many in anger, and many won't make it. Others will adjust, but the ones who will "feel" the change the greatest will be those who are hearing and reading - the ones who have been waiting for this light. We call them Lighthouses and Lightworkers."
By Lee Carroll chanalling Kryon at the United Nations February 2005.
To read the whole chanalling go to:
http://kryon.com/k_55.html
14th of June 2010
Moment by moment..
Today it is 6 days since the procedure. Let me tell you how I'm feeling.
I have had a slight headache since yesterday and I'm still feeling a little tired from the trip home. We drove for 11 hours to get back to Denmark. I also feel a little pain in my back. The blood thinner made me have a very uncomfortable reaction of internal shaking, so the doctor told me to stop taking it. However I felt that taking half of the injection would be best for me, so that is what I did. I have to take the bloodthinner for one week after the procedure and then I'm done with medicine.
However I must say that my whole body feels lighter. My neck is less stiff. I don't feel as dizzy when I blink and when I get on my feet after having sitting down. I can bend my legs up under me for a much longer period of time. And another thing: I am sweatting! I did'nt know that clothes could stick to my body on a hot day -that's just disgusting;-)
I know from experience from the first liberation procedure back in March that this takes time. Remember that before New York I could'nt even go on a bike or go for a walk with my baby in the stroler. Two moths after New York I was able to go on my bike and in May I was walking all through Disneyland for 3 days!
For the next two weeks I am going to relax and let my body adjust to it's new state of flow.
T
odays words of wisdom:
"The sound of "gentle stillness" after all the thunder and wind have passed will be the ultimate Word from God."
By Jim Elliot
11th of June 2010
Take a look at the videos I just uploaded!
9th of June 2010
Today’s gonna be a good day
J
This morning I woke up in my hotel room feeling that this would be a really good day. The first thing I did was to watch this amazing video of my idol Oprah and The Black Eyed Pies. Take a look at Oprah’s face when they surprise her with this crazy experience. After watching this video you'll have a good day to!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVQorfIX84w
Later it was time to have the Liberation Treatment for the second and last time!
I had the procedure in Euromedic Poland and they brought flow to my right jugular vein. I have been waiting for this procedure since it collapsed back in March. I went there with the intent to have ONLY ballooning and NO stents.
The best news I can share with you today is that I did not need a stent! I now have normal flow in both my left and right jugular vein. The left vein was normal to begin with so they did not attempt ballooning in the left side. The right vein had poor flow, so this side was successfully opened with ballooning.
I must say to those who are waiting for the Liberation Procedure in Poland. Euromedic is a very good place to go. I can only say great things about their efficiency, professionalism, and open hearted way of taking care of their patients. Thanks Euromedic!
Since we arrived I have been put in a group of 6 people. I have been with this group for the whole experience. I have been driving with them, waiting with them, having examination on the same days as them and today I have been sharing a room with 2 of them in the hospital. In my case I had a wonderfull group that became a support group. This made the whole experience much easier –also for the family members that came along for the procedure.
I will keep doing me daily routines to help the blood flowing easy through my veins. I am to tired to tell you about that now but soon I will share my ideas with you and also tell you more about how I’m feeling in the next couple of days ;-)
Stay open!
Marie Louise
Todays words of wisdom:
The Universe abhors any kind of imbalance, and will create forces to balance itself. We’d like to tell you that this is an attribute that your body has as well. The universe is self-balancing, biology is self-balancing and consciousness is self-balancing. That is why “intent” works, dear ones! When you give intent for something, although it’s invinsible, you create an energy. This energy wants to flow somewhere. Between the flowing and ebbing, you get synchronicity and action. That’s why intent works. It is the catalyst for balance. At a different time, if you should allow it, we will bring you more about the energy of intent, and especially about why and how your cellular structure responds to it.
Lee Carroll channeling Kryon. Quote taken from Kryon Book 9, page 61.
3rd of June 2010
Talking about stents...
This is what Dr. Sclafani from New York said about stents:
"My experience with venous stents is mostly as they relate to treatment of stenosis of veins used in hemodialysis. Indeed that it by far the most common indication for venous stenting. This is not quite equivalent to venous stenoses in jugular veins that have outflow problems with valves and hypoplasias.
With stents in dialysis patients come some long term(,stenosis of the setnt occlusion of the stent and fracture of the stent)and short term problems. (migration, infection, thrombosis)
Migration occurs because veins get larger as they get closer to the heart. This is in the same direction as flow. Thus flow pushes the stent toward a larger blood vessel rather than toward a smaller blood vessel as occurs with stents in arteries. The way we reduce this risk is to oversize the stents. So, if a blood vessel has a diameter of or 6 millimeters, we would oversize the stent by about 20%. That gives us a diameter of around 8mm. But the jugular vein can distend by as much as 100% or more. So putting a 10 mm stent might be adequate. infection is certainly not a common problem thrombosis occurs when the stent clots off. Clot can form when there is turbulent flow, slow flow or foreign body. A stent is a foreign body until it is incorporated into the wall when the lining cells of the blood vessel grow over it. That is why antiplatelet drugs like plavix (clopridogrel) and anticoagulants like heparin, are given for a few months. stenosis of stents occurs because of turbulence at the stent vein junctions or because of a increase in cells (hyperplasia) caused by stimulation by the stent. This can lead to stenosis. Those stenoses can be harder to treat. They can also lead to long term thrombosis. Finally stent fracture can occur because of motion of the neck leads to stress on the metal struts of the stent. This depends upon the degree of motion and the degree of flexibility of the stent.
So now that I have terrorized you, let me give you my opinion about stents again. Primary stenting means that you start by stenting at the time of dilatation. That means that those patients who would have done well without them have had them placed for no reason. Those patients now have a lifelong risk of intimal hyperplasia, thrombosis and stent fracture that might be difficult to treat in the long run. This in addiiton to the risk of migration, acute failure and the risks of long term anticoagulation.
Of course, if dr Zamboni's data (50% restenosis) is not better than others will report, for example reports of restenosis is 90%, then something better needs be done. and stents might be the answer.
the real issue iss the anticipated long time of survival of patients with ms who are treated by liberation. Too long for less than desirable stents currently on the market. New stents designed for the jugular veins, including stents that flare out or have anchoring hooks to reduce risk of migration, drug eluding stents that reduce hyperplasia, covered stents, etc will be developed if liberation is proven to be the standard of care of the future. The companies will build if you will come
that is why i do not want to stent now. I prefer to wait for more data and better devices."
Read the hole tread on Thisisms.com
http://www.thisisms.com/ftopic-10680-days0-orderasc-645.html
Todays words of wisdom:
"Give to us clear vision that we may know where to stand and what to stand for - because unless we stand for something, we shall fall for anything."
By Peter Marshall
31st of May 2010
East of the sun and west of the moon....
Hello new and old friends!
This next chapter of my diary will be in english - the universal language:-)
I have had SO many responses to the artical in "Ude og Hjemme" this week, that I have been to busy to write in my diary! Many of you have called me on the phone, found me on facebook and written in my guestbook on this webpage. Thank you for your interest and kind words!
As you know I am going to Euromedic, Poland next week. So that is what I will be focusing on right now. If you have any questions I will not be able to respond untill I come back from Poland and feel ready to engange. Please be patient.
I have been thinking a lot about what is going to happen over there. Especially regarding the possibility of having stents. I know that this has been a good solution for many people, however since I first heard about stents I have had doubts about it. Sort of the same doubt I had when the doctor offered me Rebif and Avonex. I never took the medicin.
Stents??? Therefore I decided to do thorough research about stents. SO in the last few weeks I have talked to 3 different doctors about balloning and stents:
- A vascular surgon in Rigshospitalet. - A danish and ayurvedic dotor (Indian traditional medicin). Charlotte Bech. - A danish and chineese doctor. Dr. He.
They all had different points of view BUT all of them told me NOT to have stents. We all must remember that equal atracts equal, so it migth have been my own doubt that attracted such answers...
Here is what they said:
- The danish doctor in rigshospitalet told me that the neck area is A LOW FLOW area. This meens that there is an increased risk of blood clotting that will eventually close the stent. This risk is bigger in the neck area than in the heart area where the blood flows faster. The doctor said that ballooning had a low risk factor and that it would be better to do the ballooning a few more times instead of putting a stent. They will take a look at my pictures from N.Y. and Frankfurt and do another scan of me when I come home from Poland. So that is positive! For reasons of discression I will not mention the name of this doctor.
- The danish and ayurvedic dotor Charlotte Bech, told me that putting a stent in the body is never a good idea! It can cause clotting and infections. Her take on how to cure me from vein narrowing came from an unexpected place. She believes that the real cause of my problems comes from birthcontrol pills I took right before I expierienced the first symptoms of MS 11 years ago.These pills made me very uncomfortable for a long time so I changed brands 4 times. The last brand made me vomit and I nearly fainted. Just a few months later I started having big problems with my intergestion and headaces. This doctor says that the birthcontrol pills have ruined my liver and this is the cause of intergestion and that caused of toxins clotting up my veins. Hmm...thats interesting! So the next step is that I am going to clean my liver! The doctor says that I will feel and instant improvement:-)
The danish and chineese doctor He, does not condain stents because: It will disturb my chi! Chi in chineese medicin is life energy. If this life energy is blocked it can cause problems in the cells of the body like narrowing of neck veins, intergestion, liver damage and all other sorts of diseases. Therefore he has been using acupunture on me to make my chi more balanced. His opinion is that if the chi has a good and balanced flow the cells of the body will automatically correct themselves!
What to do??? I know that many people have good experiences with their stents so this has also been a very big part of my decision making.
You might ask: Why did I contact all these doctors?? I did that because I needed more options and I did not want to get so involved with the CCSVI discussion that I forgot about alternative options. I thought to my self: there must be other ways of opening up the veins!
Having asked doctors with different world perspectives has been helpfull. BUT not as helpfull as the power of my own inner voice. In the end the best way to make solid decisions concerning our health comes from the heart:-) We'll see which song my heart will be singing in Poland....
Todays words of wisdom:
Celebrate your life each day and visualize being satisfied. Don’t give Spirit an agenda that you think is what you need. Let the magnificence of your higher-self co-create something even better! You are dearly loved.
By Lee Carroll (Kryon)
19th of May 2010
Marie i Pressen!
Hej allesammen. I dag kan man læse om mig og min historie med CCSVI i "Ude og Hjemme". Hvis du går ind på udeoghjemme.dk kan du læse den uddybende beskrivelse som jeg selv skrev, lige efter indgrebet i New York
Hvad er CCSVI?
Hvis dette er første gang du besøger min hjemmeside, vil jeg fortælle dig, at der er MANGE ting du kan gøre, for at få mere viden om CCSVI. Når du klikker på LINKS på denne hjemmeside, vil du se de links, jeg har samlet, som jeg synes beskriver CCSVI mest grundigt. Længere ned i denne tekst vil jeg også give dig nogle gode links. Se f.eks. den første video med Dr. Zamboni, den giver et godt billede af CCSVI og behandlingen, som han kalder The Liberation Treatment:
http://www.ctv.ca/servlet/ArticleNews/story/CTVNews/20091120/W5_liberation_091121/20091121
Der er nu 8 danskere med Multipel Sklerose, som er blevet scannet for CCSVI, og 5 danskere er blevet behandlet i udlandet med godt resultat! Det vil sige, at indtil nu er det 100% af de danske patienter der HAR CCSVI.
Derfor vil jeg opfordre alle Sklerose patienter til, at gå til deres praktiserende læge og bede om en henvisning til en interventionel radiolog. Det er vigtigt, at radiologerne lærer at scanne folk for CCSVI i Danmark, og det skal vi have skabt noget opmærksomhed omkring. Der er nogle danskere, der har ladet sig scanne herhjemme, og lægerne fandt ikke CCSVI. Da patienterne så tog til udlandet til erfarne radiologer, fandt de forsnævringer med det samme. Der findes bla. en uddannelse til læger, der vil lære mere om CCSVI i Buffalo NY. Jeg mener, at den bedste måde vi kan få lægerne til at uddanne sig er ved at efterspørge deres ekspertise. Hvis de ikke er erfarne nok, må de se og blive det;-) Dertil vil jeg sige, at hvis du bliver så heldig at blive scannet i Danmark, så stol ikke på resultatet, før du ved at lægen HAR lært hvordan man scanner for CCSVI.
Vær opmærksom på at Multipel Sklerose er det engelske og internationale navn for Dissimineret Sklerose, så det er altså den samme sygdom der er tale om.
CCSVI Hotline Min ven Anders som også har fået indgrebet udført i udlandet (med godt resultat) har oprettet en CCSVI-hotline som du kan ringe til. Han ved en masse om CCSVI og behandlinger i udlandet, og kan give dig information fra en patients synspunkt eller give dig et nummer el. mail til andre der kan hjælpe dig med dit spørgsmål. For yderligere information, ring til:
Hotline nummer: 70 25 55 88
Den første danskers Liberation Treatment Læs Lisbeths (65 år) positive CCSVI historie på Skleroseforeningens hjemmeside:
http://sklerose.dk
Dansk sklerose webforum På webforummet MSforum.dk kan du følge med i debatten om CCSVI, som har stået på i lang tid. Dette forum er meget mere "med" end skleroseforeningen, som først er kommet med på vognen i sidste uge. Helt klart det bedste sted at hente info om behandlingssteder i udlandet og patientberetninger:
http://msforum.dk
The liberation treatment og stamceller giver ekstra godt resultat Min ven Kenneth som også har fået indgrebet udført i udlandet (med godt resultat) har samtidig fået stamceller i Costa Rica. Stamcellerne erstatter hans døde hjerneceller med nye og med hans nye åbne vener, skulle der ikke ske mere skade på hans hjerne. Læs mere på kenneths hjemmeside:
http://Stamcellertilkenneth.dk
Liste over behandlingssteder Her kan du finde en liste over behandlingssteder hvor man nu udfører ballonudvidelser for CCSVI. De danskere jeg kender har været hos Dr. Simka i Polen, Dr. Vogl i Tyskland, Dr. Jacek Kostecki, og Dr. Sclafani i New York. http://www.multiplesclerosissurgery.com/where-tested-ccsvi.html
Mona som fik behandlingen i Polen har også en god behandlerliste på sin hjemmeside: http://worldballons-doccontacts.blogspot.com/
Jeg har en tid hos Euromedic i Polen, som også er det sted hvor Dr. Simka arbejder. Det koster 6900 euro for scanninger, indgreb, hotel og transport. For tidsbestilling kontakt: info@euromedicpoland.com Vær opmærksom på at deres venteliste er MEGET lang (vist nok sommer 2011), og at det kan tage tid før de svarer. Jeg har stået på venteliste siden december 2009 og har en tid d. 8.juni. Hørte ikke noget fra dem de først 3 måneder. Så jeg vil anbefale jer at kigge på nogle af de andre muligheder i andre lande, hvor der også er gode muligheder for denne slags behandling. Den eneste måde at finde ud af det er ved at læse sig frem til det på nettet. Surt at det skal være sådan, men det er vores vilkår hvis vi vil behandles med ballon lige nu.
Se også Lisas tråd om priser på behandling på Msforum.dk:
http://www.msforum.dk/index.php/topic,166.0.html
Links om CCSVI Hjemmesiden CCSVI.dk henviser til andre hjemmesider om CCSVI:
http://CCSVI.dk
Som du kan se er min hjemmeside hovedsageligt skrevet på engelsk. Derfor håber jeg, at du har mulighed for at læse og følge med i min historie. Scroll ned på denne side, og læs historien fra starten.
Der er ingen tvivl i mit sind: Jeg har CCSVI og det er det der forårsager Multipel Sklerose! Hvis CCSVI kureres forsvinder sklerosen. Så følg trop venner -lad os sammen udforske vores vener. Der er en meget stor sansynlighed for, at vi kan bremse ar-dannelsen i vores trætte hjerner!
Gør mig også den tjeneste at købe et par ekstra eksemplarer af Ude og Hjemme, til din neurologs venteværelse;-)
Marie's gone public!
Hi everybody. Today you can read a two page artical about me and my experience with CCSVI in the Danish magazine "Ude og hjemme".
Please by a few copies and put them in your doctors office;-)
You can also read Lisbeths story on: sklerose.dk It is really a positive thing that the danish union for sclerosis skleroseforeningen) is showing interest in CCSVI. So good for us!
As far as I know 8 danish people have been scanned for CCSVI and 100% have it! For all the people with DS or MS (its the same thing) PLEASE go to your doctor and ask for a recomendation for an Interventional Radiologist. We really need to get people tested for this, so the radiologists will start to educate themselves on how to look for CCSVI.
Happy reading everybody:-)
Todays words of wisdom:
The dogmas of the quiet past are inadequate to the stormy present. The occasion is piled high with difficulty, and we must rise with the occasion. As our case is new, so we must think anew and act anew.
By Abraham Lincoln
18th of May 2010
Take a Break....and fly away to Neverland
Hi everybody! I have'nt been able to write you for a few days because I went to DISNEYWORLD with my family:-) What a relaxing experience😀 I tell you that we all need a break from this struggle with CCSVI once in a while. The most amacing thing about Disney is that everything is possible! It is a place where there are NO limits for the imagination. As long as you think it and believe it, you can do it. Also the child came to life in me. The feeling of wonder and exitement has been missing for a long time. Espesially experiencing this beautifull world of cartoons through the eyes of my kids was just wonderfull:-)
I walked for 3 days only feeling pain and muscle weakness in my legs on the 3rd day. That was a big deal for me and my husband says that he thinks that I am doing much better than when the right vein had just collapsed. Maby he is right, but I am still struggeling with the "fog brain" and feeling very tired!
Also it was my birthday on the 16th of May. My husband had invited the family to come for lunch. That was really nice of him. He is a great and loving husband -don't know what I would do without him! On that day we took a walk and I could hardly walk back to the house without having a lot of shooting pain in my legs coming from the lower back.
Today I'm back to my normal world exhausted from all the activities but filled with joy and love for the wonder of life!
I am going to see a new doctor today who works with a mix between western and eastern medicin. She has an education and many years of knowledge in western medicin but also practises ayurvedic medicin which is the traditional Indian medicin. So I am really excited to see what she can do for my blocked jugular vein:-)
I'll let you know how it goes!
Stay in wonder and amacement of this beautifull world we have been given:-)
Todays words of wisdom:
"Peter, you can fly!"
Said by Tinkerbell from Peter Pan
10th of May 2010
Today my webpage got a new name!
Now go to: Mariesflowoflife.dk
The old name will also still be working...
Many people have asked me for my contact information. If you wish to send me an email the adress is:
ml@centerforspiritualitet.dk
10th of May 2010
Two things you just HAVE to try if you have CCSVI!
Hello People!
I have a great thing to share with you today:-) Recently I tried to have zonetherapy in regards to CCSVI. For a long time I have had zonetherapy not knowing that the real problem was actualy in min neck veins. Therefore my zonetherapist was trying to heal whatever symptom I was having as a result of my narrowed neck veins like, stumag, back, organs and so on. But last thursday she could go right to the problem and just by pressing my big toe on the right side, she was able to make flow in my neck. She also put a rotating magnet in an electronical machine next to my neck. Then I started to feel a bubbeling sensation in the right side of my neck and after a while I felt small but strong shooting pains in the same level as my throut. She said that this was the sensation of flow. After the therapy my right neck side was completely RED and she had never once touched my neck! I swear to God this was really making flow! After the therapy she also put some very small magnets on my right neck with a bandage. For two hours after I left her house I did NOT have "fogbrain" at all:-) I really felt a little bit like I did after the procedure i New York. Clear and freash! I have now been wearing the magnets for 5 days and will keep on doing that untill my veins have been opened. I will also have zonetherapy twice a week untill I go to Poland. I am hoping that this might keep the blood flowing so I won't need the metal tubes which I try not to speak of to much;-)
Also, I put my bed up again! To those of you that has not heard of "Inclined Bed Therapy" it is
"where one's bed is raised 4 to 8 inches or 15 cm. at the head by using bricks, wedges, or blocks to raise it. This can be useful in varied disorders including spinal cord injury, back pain, acid reflux or GERD, sinus and respiratory disorders, sleep apnea, poor circulation, low metabolism, edema in the legs, and many other conditions." This metod has shown to be VERY usefull in CCSVI! Read more on:
http://www.electroherbalism.com/Naturopathy/Therapies/MiscTherapies/Inclined_bed_therapy.html
This made a BIG improvement on my symptoms before I went to New York. After the procedure I have been a little confused about the symptoms and the bed gave me a lot of headace. But now I am pretty stable in my symptoms and have had the bed raised for two days. ALREADY this has made me feel less tired and dizzy. So I really think that together with the zone therapy my veins will be flooded with blood like a big FAT garden hose!
Try for yourself -it works!
Todays Words of Wisdom:
Action and reaction, ebb and flow, trial and error, change - this is the rhythm of living. Out of our over-confidence, fear; out of our fear, clearer vision, fresh hope. And out of hope, progress.
Bruce Barton
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6th of May 2010
Doctors are People to:-)
For the last week I have been very busy trying to find a Cardiologist who will help me here in Denmark. For some reason I am doubting the use of stents in my case of CCSVI. My goal is to be COMPLETELY free of of the disease and that does not include a stent reminding me of my vein problems for the rest of my life!
Now it turns out that my hard work has payed off. I found a very good cardiologist in a very well respected hospital in Denmark. I cannot publish who or where yet. I did NOT tell him about my MS diagnosis, so I hope that this will not be a problem later. I did tell him that 6 neurologists have already examined me and that they ofcourse cannot help me with my vein problems. I also told him about all of my symptoms, both before and after the procedure i New York. I will most likely have an appointment with him in two weeks from now and he will also bring in the interventional radiologists to examin me!
Thank God the RIGHT doctors are willing to take a look a me AT LAST!
I have been thinking a lot about what is going on with this powerstruggle in neurologists trying to hold on to their patients.
What I think is going on with many neurologists is that they are expieriencing a sort of a life challenge rigth now. Try and put yourself in their shoes for a moment: You are a neurologist who has an education provided by a very authoric and strong system. This education teaches you everything that you need to know about your future work. This becomes your basic belief system. Then you start to build a life around this. You establish a clinic around this belief and hire people to work within this system. Everybody around you now believes this system and everyday this belief fills your mind. It becomes part of your identity and your base of security. Without this, your work has been for nothing and if it is taken from you, you loose everything. Your job, your life, your status, your title, your identity, your belief. What I am saying is that if we take MS away from the neurologists who work and trust MS to be an autoimune disease, what happens to them on a personal level? Just like if you told a carpenter that he can no longer make houses out of wood because now everybody is changing over to making houses out of rubber;-)
Shifts in identity can be the most frigthening of all. Maby part of what we are waiting for is the doctors to be ready for a change on a personal level and not only the scientific evidence. Ofcourse no doctor would ever amid to that but after all they are only human to:-)
Todays words of wisdom:
Every disease is a physician. ~Irish Proverb
29th of April 2010
Just want to show you this great articel by Dr. Lorne Brades!
April 23, 2010 10:00
by Dr. Lorne Brandes
An important evolution in my approach to CCSVI (chronic cerebrospinal venous insufficiency) occurred last night (April 21) as my wife and I, along with over 100 MS patients, many in wheelchairs, sat in a crowded community centre auditorium in Winnipeg, listening to one man’s
message of hope
.
Earlier that day, an email arrived at my office, inviting me to a talk sponsored by
CCSVI Manitoba.
Like similar groups springing up around Canada and the world, the Manitoba chapter was formed by local MS activists who do not want to wait for months or years to be tested and treated for narrowed, and often twisted, neck or chest veins. It's a congenital abnormality that Dr. Paolo Zamboni, an Italian vascular surgeon, believes may be at the root of their disease.
The speaker for the evening was
Duncan Thornton,
a 47-year-old writer and lecturer at Winnipeg’s Red River College who, along with his brother, recently traveled to Poland at his own expense to undergo assessment and treatment for obstructed neck veins.
While both siblings have MS, Duncan, who had been battling severe fatigue since he was a young man, was definitively diagnosed only last year after the onset of speech and bladder difficulties.
“I don’t know whether I am cured. In truth, I believe I still have MS,” Thornton stated. But of one thing he is absolutely certain: his quality of life has improved immeasurably. After having the so-called
liberation procedure
a month earlier, his cold extremities and, what he described as “brain fog”, improved immediately. Over the next month, his chronic fatigue all but disappeared and his bladder function returned to normal.
“Four weeks ago, I never could have stood for an hour giving this talk. After five minutes I would have been begging for a chair to sit down,” he told us. It was hard not to be impressed with his new-found stamina.
As he spoke, I wondered: was the immediate improvement in his circulation and brain fuzziness real or just a
placebo effect
(i.e., if you think a treatment will benefit you, it will)?
But then, a striking medical analogy came to mind.
As a young doctor, I quickly learned the signs and symptoms of congestive heart failure, especially the ice-cold extremities and the patient gasping for air as blood backed up in the veins of the chest and fluid leaked into the lungs, preventing them from supplying oxygen. All of that quickly and dramatically reversed within minutes of administering appropriate medication to help the heart pump the blood more efficiently.
Then, in the same way, does it not make sense that improving blood drainage in the neck veins would quickly improve the level of oxygen in brain tissue, relieve any congestion and enhance the function of nerve cells, including the
autonomic fibres
that control skin temperature in the extremities?
Irrespective of whether an unblocking procedure is, in any way, effective in reversing or halting the progression of MS, Duncan Thornton is not alone in experiencing a huge improvement in his quality of life. As documented recently on
CTV's W5
, the same type of benefit was observed by Steve Garvie and many others whose veins have been treated.
Is it any wonder, then, that Canadian MS patients are demanding that they be tested for CCSVI and treated if blocked veins are found? Who among us would feel differently if so afflicted?
Here is my suggestion: let us all agree that, while properly-designed clinical trials are the only way to ultimately answer the important medical and scientific questions surrounding CCSVI and MS, there is also a more basic and overridingly important quality of life issue here that needs to be urgently addressed.
If, as is becoming increasingly evident, symptoms such as severe fatigue associated with MS can be effectively relieved by unblocking a vein, why shouldn’t a compassionate publicly-funded health care system pay for it? After all, millions of dollars are spent every day on far less justifiable therapies (inappropriate antibiotic prescriptions immediately come to mind).
So yes, especially given the
delay and deficiency
in funding Canadian clinical trials of CCSVI, I have reversed my
previously-stated belief
that diagnosis and treatment of blocked veins should only occur inside such studies.
In taking this position, I have reacquainted myself with the fact that advances in understanding and treating cancer have occurred despite the enrolment of only 1% of patients in clinical trials. Do we withold cancer treatment from the other 99% who are not in a study? Of course not. Then why should MS be different?
One can also make an argument to satisfy bureaucratic bean counters: paying for a venoplasty that may allow people to regain a productive life will save huge amounts of health care dollars currently spent on support services!
The bottom line? Take MS out of the CCSVI equation. Publicly fund the treatment of blocked veins to relieve fatigue and other symptoms that drag down good people like Duncan Thornton and Steve Garvie. Beyond being a matter of human rights, it is absolutely the right thing to do."
Link:
http://healthblog.ctv.ca/post/Why-government-should-fund-CCSVI-treatment-Taking-MS-out-of-the-equation.aspx
Words of wisdom:
“Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth.”
Buddah
29th of April 2010
POLAND HERE I COME!
Just had a mail from the hospital of Dr. Simka in Poland. They want me to come on the 8th and 9th of June.
So thats what I'm going to do. My gut tells me that having a procedure in Denmark will not be possible for years. Since I can't function at all in this condition, I have no choise but to go.
I must admit that it is not my first choise because I would much rather stay in Denmark and have the doctors help me here. I feel let down by my own system😥
Also I still wonder wether a transplant would be a better solution to stents, because my vein is more narrow than normal. I really need a doctors opinion on this! So I hope that Henrik Sillesen will respond to my email soon!
Todays words of wisdom:
"Never look down to test the ground before taking your next step; only he who keeps his eye fixed on the far horizon will find the right road."
Dag Hammarskjold 1905-1961, Statesman and Secretary-General of U.N.
28th of April 2010
SIEZE THE DAY:-)
Today I had a call from my doctor and she told me that the danish cardiologist in Rigshospitalet vil NOT help me. Therefore I wrote him a letter asking him to at least take a meeting with me, so he can learn more about CCSVI. For the danish readers here is the letter:
"Kære Henrik Sillesen,
Jeg har netop talt med min læge, angående jeres samtale vedrørende den veneforsnævring, jeg har i højre jugularis.
Jeg er klar over, at jeg har fået stillet diagnosen Multipel Sklerose. Det hersker der ingen tvivl om, efter jeg på det sidste 1½ år er blevet grundigt undersøgt af seks forskellige neurologer.
Årsagen til, at jeg kontakter dig, på denne måde er, at jeg virkelig mener, at det er nødvendigt, at få jer karkirurger i tale angående CCSVI. Hvis det er, CCSVI der er den grundlæggende årsag til Multipel Sklerose, vil I, på et tidspunkt, komme til at overtage fremtidens sklerose patienter. Indtil nu er alle de patienter, der har kontaktet deres neurolog om dette emne blevet afvist, at den grund at neurologer ikke har den samme viden om vener som jer, og alle vil have videnskabeligt belæg udefra.
Min læge fortalte, at du ikke mente, at en forsnævring i halsvenen kan skabe gener i benene. Derfor spørger jeg mig selv, om du har tilstrækkeligt kendskab til teorien bag CCSVI. Her er det netop forsnævringen, der er hovedårsagen til alle de skleroseligende symptomer der opstår.
Lad mig derfor give dig lidt info om, hvad man tror det handler om:
Chonic CerebroSpinal Venous Insufficiency er et kronisk (igangværende) problem, hvor blod fra hjerne og rygrad har problemer med at komme tilbage til hjertet. Problemet er forårsaget af en eller flere stenoser i venerne, som leder blodet fra hjernen tilbage til hjertet. Blodet er længere tid om at komme tilbage til hjertet, og det kan dannes reflux, hvor blodet hvirvler tilbage i hjerne og rygsøjle eller forårsager ødemer og udsivning af røde blodlegemer og væsker i det sarte væv i hjernen og rygsøjlen. Blodet, som forbliver i hjernen for lang skaber "forsinket perfusion" ... dvs det af-iltede blod er for langt tid om at komme ud af hjernen. Dette kan forårsage iltmangel (hypoxi) i hjernen. Plasma og jern fra blodet deponeres i hjernevævet, og dette er også meget skadeligt og giver symptomer i nerver og muskler i hele kroppen.
Ud af de 10.000 sklerosepatienter der er i Danmark, er otte nu blevet scannet og 100% har CCSVI. Fem danskere har fået foretaget ballonudvidelsen, inklusive mig selv, og to har fået en stent sat i.
Jeg kan kun sige til dig, at efter min operation fik jeg en forbedring i mine symptomer på 90%. Jeg havde ikke haft det så godt i 15 år. Der er hundredevis af positive historier verden over fra patienter der har fået indgrebet, og jeg synes, at det er en skam, at ingen vil begynde at teste os.
At min ene vene nu er faldet sammen igen, er kun beklageligt, og hvis du ikke vil tale med mig, er der kun én løsning for mig, og det er at tage til udlandet igen.
Hvis du så, hvor mange hvide pletter, jeg har i min hjerne, pga. skader fra blod, der står og ødelægger mine celler, ville du måske ændre holdning mht. at risikoen for operation er større end at lade værre. Jeg har læst 4 år på universitet og kan kun huske 5% af, hvad jeg har lært. Jeg ikke kan fungere i det daglige og ikke kan tage flere skader på min hjerne. Det er nu, der skal gøres noget.
Jeg har også et andet dilemma, og det er, at jeg er blevet kontaktet af 2 forskellige medier, som er meget ivrige efter, at fortælle min historie. Da jeg meget gerne give dem en god historie, synes jeg, at et samarbejde imellem neurologer, radiologer, karkirurger og patienter vil være den allerbedste historie, at bringe ud til befolkningen.
Jeg vedhæfter en kort powerpoint præsentation med billeder fra mit indgreb i New York, karkirurgen Dr. Sclafani's kommentarer og min egen patienthistorie. Jeg vil meget gerne sende dig billederne fra mine to udenlandske undersøgelser, hvis du vil se dem.
Henrik, jeg beder dig ikke om, at lægge mig på operationsbordet, men lad os i det mindste tage en samtale, os to. Hvad siger du til det?
Med kærlig hilsen og håb
Marie Louise Rainer Mygdal"
Todays words of wisdom:
"Set your sights high, the higher the better. Expect the most wonderful things to happen, not in the future but right now. Realize that nothing is too good. Allow absolutely nothing to hamper you or hold you up in any way."
Eileen Caddy Author
27th of April 2010
I’m Dreaming my life away …. And I’m sick of it!
I have had a few weeks to relax and it has been very good for my spirit but now the warrior has returned;-)
My friend has just startet to be a danceinstructor in my town. Just 5 minuttes from my home all of the people are going there to join LATIN dance doing the salsa, samba , zumba and having a great time
J
And where am I?
At home having to relax because of my “fog brain” dreaming of doing the salsa. BUT that just makes me want to fight even more!
NEWS
First of all:
I’m sick of waiting for the Danish doctors to wake up!
I had agreed to speak to a neurologist but only if I could also see a cardiologist. My doctor promised me that he would take care of everything! However last week (3 weeks later) I discovered that he had not even sent the recommendation to the neurologist yet! Can you imagine how many months will go by if I first have to wait to see the neurologist (aprox. 3 months) and then another wait when she recommends me to the neurosurgeon (aprox. 3 months more…) And then I have another question: Why is my doctor sending me to se a neurosurgeon? I thought that the cardiologists handled the veins!!!
So today I took control of the situation and changed doctors! My new doctor is going to give me a recommendation for the BEST cardiologist in the BEST hospital in Denmark (Rigshospitalet). Today she will try and reach him on the phone and speak my case
J
Hopefully I will soon get a letter from them telling me when to come!
Secondly:
Euromedics in Poland have asked me if I am available for the CCSVI procedure in sometime in May!
This raises a lot of questions for me: How will I get the money? Am I willing to risk going there without having an insurance? What if surgery would be a better option than stents when we are thinking about the future (this is my doctors concern)?
SO that is also why I am in a hurry to speak to the Danish doctors. Maby I can get them to support my going to Poland, so I will have no problem with the insurance??
We will se… but at least something is happening!
Mark my words: Very soon you will see me on the dance floor doing the SALSA
J
Today s words of wisdom:
"A dream is your creative vision for your life in the future. You must break out of your current comfort zone and become comfortable with the unfamiliar and the unknown."
Denis Waitley Author and Speaker
19th of April 2010
Is the brain selfprotecting?
Since my CCSVI has become worse I have had another symptom than the pure physical ones. I have become more relaxed! A few years back I used to worry about a lot of things. I was so busy trying to control my life and to control other peoples feelings.
From a scientific point of view sclerosis/CCSVI causes your braincells to die. But have you ever stopped to think that maby our brain cells die in order to erase painfull memories from the past? Could it be that the body needs a time out from emotional stress and therefore clogs up our veins to kill a few memories so we automatically SLOW DOWN?!
Quote of wisdom:
"Right now you're perched upon some important discoveries that will be able to reverse these conditions to a large degree. But just as the paraplegic who regains their nerve connections must than relearn how to walk, suffering much pain, there will be this attribute with a regeneration of the mind. Even if new cells are created, they won't necessarily have the old memories, but they can be trained to be healthy and be ready for new memories.
So someday these will have the ability to halt the progress of the degeneration of cells that are being taken, and instead grow new pathways around them. Some will be able to "reconnect" to certain kinds of memories (like recognition) but will have to relearn what the association of recognition actually means. So history and events might have to be studied and relearned... sometimes even things like reading, also. The pain will be that the individual will regain mental health and will realize exactly what has happened."
By Kryon
19th of April 2010
CCSVI....under hypnosis;-)
My trip to the hynotherapist went GREAT! Under hypnosis you will be guided back in time to find the key to the situation you wish to resolve. Therefore the hypnotherapist brought me into a trance and took me on a journey back to the first time I ever felt the disease.
Apparently I was 9 years old, when I first felt sick. I was trying to do the houla hop and felt a pain in my back. This pain had a larger intuitive message saying: you will feel this pain again and many times worse! Hmm…. that was interesting…..
Then he brought me further into the trance and further back in time. He told me to go to the place inside me, where the intuitive knowledge of me, knowing that I was going to be sick, came from. Yes –now it gets a little confusing!
Here I landed “between lives” as the hypnotherapist called it. That means before I was born, on “another level of vibration”. On this “level” my mission was clear: You are going to help a lot of people releasing their fears. This will happen from the emotions (good or bad) that your disease will cause, people around you to have. And the soul message was clear: Be patient- you will be cured!
I have been doing meditative work for many years and have now and understand of the difference between the voice of the soul and the voice of the mind. The voice of the mind can be mistaken but the voice of the soul speaks the truth. Make no mistake this was my soul speaking;-)
Then the hypnotherapist guided me to take this knowledge of healing back to the little girl of 9 years old. He helped me implement the belief that I will be cured into her state of mind. Then he guided me back to the present state and again implemented the strong and liberating felling of being cured into me current self!
After that I left his clinic feeling like I could conquer the world
J
Words of wisdom:
Anything is possible!
19th of April 2010
Who holds the key?
I just have to give you this Info from "For Greet's" blog! Guess I'm feeling a bit irritated that I am.....once again....going to see a neurologist! Because the following qoute went straight into my heart, which is now screeming: YOU ARE SO RIGHT DR. SIMKA! So I just e-mailed the link to my doctor, so he can reed it to;-)
Here it is:
Sunday, April 18, 2010 at 6:21PM
Last week,
Alberta Prime Time
had a debate between Alberta Neurologist Brad Stewart and False Creek Surgical Center's Clinic Director, Mark Godley.
Dr. Marian Simka, who has treated around 250 patients for CCSVI in his clinic in Poland, has responded to this debate as follows:
"Dr. Stewart emphasized that published results from Italy (Zamboni's initial study) show that many patients do not improve after the surgery. These are real facts. But in going into the details of this article we will find that early stage patients (relapsing remitting), in general, improve. Progressive patients stabilize (that is not bad, but not as good as an improvement). The issue of chronic fatigue was not discussed, yet - it is perhaps not necessary to point how important this problem is for the patients. Anyway, knowing that the earlier that venous obstacles are removed, the better the result, an approach of "just wait for more evidence, unless there is no option for you" makes no sense. On the contrary, the treatments should be performed immediately after the first symptoms appear.
And now I am going to Dr. Godley's statement. In short, "Forget MS, is is vascular problem. MS should be managed by neurologists, while narrowing of blood vessels belong to vascular surgeons". You know, being a surgeon, I would never discuss a doseage of neurologic drugs, for example. So, why are the neurologists discussing which type of surgery should or should not be performed? Have they ever held a lancet?
The whole discussion about stent migration is ridiculous. All are saying: "Don't perform stenting because of the risk of migration". Nobody is discusing: "How to perform the procedure to avoid this complication". In Poland, we have spent hours discussing this issue. And it is only a technical problem that CAN be solved and HAS been solved. It is the problem of proper preop diagnostics, proper intraop tactics and proper choice of the stent. The stent should be tailored to the vein. And such a stent CANNOT migrate. And if you cannot tailor the stent, or stenting is just not necessary - you simply perform ballooning. But Zamboni's statistics show that in 50% of the patients ballooning is not enough. Consequently, either you will require repetitive balloon angioplasty (most likely not very successful), or you will have progression of MS. Or - you should use stent. (In Latin: Aut, aut, tertium non datur)
What about safety. In our department we have already performed ~250 procedures, in over 100 patients we have applied stents. Serious complications: ZERO. Yet, in some patients, anticipating potential risks, only balloon angioplasty was done.
Another problem. Many doctors say: "We should establish the actual link between MS and CCSVI, and having these data we can perform treatments". Is such an approach correct? No !
Imagine, after some 3-5 years we have those data. They will be, most likely (I am nearly sure, since I already have the results), somewhere in between Zamboni's and Zivadinov's findings: ~90% MS patients and ~10-20% healthy people will have CCSVI. Another association, like EB virus, Actually, no argument for surgery.
And now forget MS. You have compromised blood flow in the most important organ of human's body (tens of articles on that, only an explanation was missing). This disturbed blood flow is manifested by many symptoms, not even mentioned in the criteria for MS, like: fatigue, "brainfog", headaches, etc. It has been already demonstrated in Zamboni's study that these symptoms dramatically improve after restoring the proper blood flow (anyway, it seems logical, but if anyone were asking for data - here they are). Unblocking obstructed veins is rather a simple procedure and a safe procedure (much safer than leaving those "diabolic" strictures). The real problem actually is: how to perform preop diagnosis (Zamboni's protocol is very far from ideal). What about other test (we are very proud of our MRV protocol (some images are at:
ccsvimri.blogspot.com
). Which endovascular equipment should be used (a very technical problem, but can be solved). What about postop medication (we know that oral anticoagulants are not a good option, but what about other drugs?). Those are real topic for clinical trials.
In Poland we say: Dogs are barking, but they will not stop the caravan."
Todays words of wisdom:
Trying to live another mans purpose will never get you anywhere.
By M.L.
16th of April 2010
A DAY OF CELEBRATION!
I woke up this morning to the loud sound of 25 canons! When I looked out of the window I saw the danish flag waving in every garden on my street. Then I realized that today is the birthday of the Danish Queen Margrethe. Since I live in the same small town as Her Royal Majesty, I was able to enjoy the celebration in my own back yard:-) The picture on this page shows her beatifull herbal garden. Think to walk through life on a path filled with roses.... Happy Birthday Queen Margrethe!
Today I can also share some other good news! For those of us feeling the energy of the CCSVI revolution in Denmark, it seems like the first breakthrough has happened! At least two big newspapers have articles about CCSVI in the last couple of days with positive remarks from a leading neurologist (Morten Blinkenberg) in the biggest hospital in Denmark, Rigshospitalet. I think that they are beginning to feel the pressure of the patients and cannot drag it out any longer -just like a pregnancy;-) Happy Birthday CCSVI!
Link to artical in BT: http://www.bt.dk/sygdomme/nyt-haab-sclerose-patienter
I myself am going to have an appointment with "a neurologist" in that same hospital. When, I don’t know, but I know that they are going to start from scratch examinating me. That means that they will begin with a second opinion of my MS diagnosis. They want to make completely sure that I actually have MS. For me that’s taking it 3 steps back, but I guess its better to get that out of the way, so it won’t be an issue everytime I meet a new sceptical doctor! I will let them take it in their own paste because this is new to them to. Tao is the way and the future is still to happen;-)
Being a pioneer involves greater sacrifice, but the benefit is the feeling it gives you, when you dare to change the paradigm. To all the MS-warriors out there I say: Be proud of yourselves. Just by being sick you have changed so many peoples lives and your strong fight for a cure is the biggest gift of inspiration you can ever give to anyone!
Todays words of wisdom:
Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile.
By Albert Einstein
11th of April 2010
If my body can speak to me -then I can speak to my body!
Its a beautifull day today and I am to tired and dizzy to go for a walk. At this point in the journey I feel like just letting it all go. Being sick and having to fight for a cure at the same time, can be exhausting! So right now I am trying to find a balance between letting go and giving up. Because giving up is not an option!
I really hope that they will come up with an alternative to ballooning and stents, so the hope for us with veins looking like "a drunk spiders web", will be better. I am thinking about the results comming from Buffalo soon -maby they will have other options. However right now, my body speaks a clear language to me: "I need better circulation!"
So today -like every other day -I will have a little talk with my veins. Every day I sit down and take slow deep breaths and focus on my neck veins. I take time to slowly direct the veins to open up and let the blood flow down into my body. Then I feel my brain being liberated from blood and my body fresh and vibrant.
This is a good exercise and I am sure that one day my body will respond physiologically. On thursday I am going to do the same with a hypnotherapist, so I am looking foreward to being led into a trance. This will help my daily meditation and give me a good opening for the meditation. I'll let you know how it works!
I think that letting go emotionally can be just as liberating as any procedure. So that is what I am working on untill the doctors figure out how to treat me....
Todays words of wisdom:
"True harmony with Tao is to dissolve the ego and become silent. The purest revelation is emptiness and silence."
By Jos Slabbert
7th of April 2010
Comming back to Denmark
My right vein has colapsed!
After returning to DK I startet to feel very bad. My heart started to shake uncontrolably and I was SO tired that I had to sleep 4 hours during the day. This made me very scared, so I decided to go to Frankfurt in Germany to have a scan from a German radiologist called Dr. Thomaz Vogl. He found that the right vein had collapsed, but the left had good flow. So there was a reson for the symptoms is was having. Since I have no insurance to have the procedure done in Germany or anywhere for that matter, I have to contact the danish doctors. Up until now they have been very hesitant with the CCSVI theory, so I'm very scared that they will reject me.
Let me tell you that I am very sure that CCSVI is causing all the symptoms in my body. I have now expierienced 3 different conditions in my veins and concider myself an expert on this now: After 29 days: The veins: 1. Both veins considerably narrowed, right side was worse.
2. Boths veins open.
3. Left vein open and right vein closed.
Symptoms: 1. Pain, shooting pain and weakness in muscles in both right and left side. Left side was worse. Low sexdrive, kognitive problems, dizzyness, fatigue, breathing problems, stifness.
2. No pain or weakness in muscles. No fatigue, no problems with breathing. Kognitively more clear. Feeling freash.
3. The first week after the collaps I expierienced high pulsating heartbeat and extreme fatigue, but that is better now. Since then I have also lifted my bed 15cm. Lesser pain og muscle weakness in the right side (than before the procedure). Muscle and shooting pain in the left side. Improvement in sexdrive. Dizzyness is much worse than in nr. 1. Fatigue is the same as nr. 1. The symptoms are now changing every day. I have to say that I feel better than just after the vein collapsed. Maby the heart reacts when the bloods circulation changes back and forth and now its a bit more stable. I raised my bed by 15 cm and am trying to take it easy every day. I eat almost no animal fat and a lot of garlic witch should be bloodthinning. I am taking vitamin D, B, E, calcium, magnesium and Omega 3-6-9.
I must say that I do not regret going to new York at all! Dr. Sclafani found the reson for my symptoms and that has given me a hope for the doctors could not provide before. I still feel that one day I will be COMPLETELY CURED!
Just waiting to speak with a doctor who will do the procedure in Denmark now.... 😉
Todays words of wisdom:
"It's the little things you do that can make a big difference. What are you attempting to accomplish? What little thing can you do today that will make you more effective? You are probably only one step away from greatness."
Bob Proctor Author and Speaker
17th of March 2010
Going to New York
My husband and I had a long trip from Denmark and I arrived on the 8th of March feeling very tired and having extreme jetlag - wich is worse when you have CCSVI I will just say!
The next day went with preliminary examinations from 8am to 22pm. A LOOONG DAY! I met with a doctor who did a normal checkup, an anastesiologist, a neurologist how did a detailed neurological examination, I had MRI of my brain and spine to see all the pathology and to confirm the diagnosis of MS. They also performed a MR Venogram which gave them a map of my veins and a Doppler of my neck to look for ccsvi. At the end of the day they desided that I was suitable for the Liberation procedure.
The procedure gave the best picture of my veins and what was really going on. This is a copy paste of Dr. Sclafanis description:
1. Bilateral internal jugular angiogram and IVUS evaluation.
2. Moderate narrowing noted of the left internal jugular vein at its central aspect adjacent to the confluence with the brachiocephalic vein likely secondary to a valvular defect.
Subsequent angioplasty using 4cm x 12 mm angioplasty balloon.
3. Long segment narrowing of the right internal jugular vein with adjacent collateral noted. Subsequent angioplasty using a 4 cm by 10 mm angioplasty balloon.
4. Azygos vein angiogram demonstrates atresia of the right ascending lumbar vein but the azygous vein was without evidence of luminal irregularity. Adequate flow is noted. No attempts to treat the lumbar vein.
5. Patient is to have low molecular weight heparin (Fondaparinux 7.5 mg subcutaneous for five days) with warfarin 5 mg p.o. daily for target INR of 2 -3 for two months.
In short I think it says that I had narrowings in both the left and the right side of the neck. He opened both sides but in the right side I had recurrent narrowing rather than clotting, so even though the blood was know flowing, he was unsure of the later result. The left side however had a clear narrowing and when he opened it up I could se the blow flowing beautifully down to feed my body and FREE my brain! It felt like someone lifted a heavy cloud from my mind. I felt instantly refreshed and CLEAR!
For the next couple of days I felt like I could concur the world! Both veins were now open and I had a massive downfall in symptoms.
I had no MS pain in the body ANYWHERE! I could walk without draging my leg. had no pain an muscles problems in my left hand and arm. No stifness in the neck. Fatigue was completely gone and no dizzyness. No problems with breathing or blader control. I was CURED😀
Todays words of wisdom:
"When you affirm big, believe big and pray big, putting faith into action, big things happen."
Dr. Norman Vincent Peale 1898-1993, Preacher and Author
17th of March 2010
Hi everybody!
Welcome to my personal website.
Recently I had "The Liberation Treatment" for CCSVI. On this webpage I will be sharing my thoughts and feelings about life with CCSVI. I am writning in english so everybody will have a chance to understand. Please be understanding regarding any spelling mistakes. 😉
My goal is to get the news about this scary disease to all the doctors and scientists of the world as fast as possible. My braincells are dying many times faster than a normal persons, as I am writning this, so please give me a hand and spread the word:-)
For personal contact my mail adress is:
ml@centerforspiritualitet.dk
Every page in this diary will have a qoute from a wise person. Here are the first words of wisdom for you:
"True compassion may take you beyond strength and hope to depths of despair where reward is loss, and acknowledgment rejection.
The true sage is not afraid of weakness and feels at home where the righteous shudder to go. Her compassion is blind, for she expects less than gain. The Taoist sage moves in the realms of Tao."
By Jos Slabbert
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